BTS Sickfics (under Editing)

SCARRED SOUL (Final)

Jungkooks Pov

Its been 3 weeks Since Taehyung came back from the hspital... 3weeks since i confessed.. 3weeks Since we are together.. with the support of our members and our company...the fandom didn't know yet tho... they didn't know about the incident either...they just know Tae falls sick and is recovering...and about our relationship?? TAEKOOK is a thing bruh...(smiles in authornim)

Things are getting better slowly but surely .. yes Tae do have nightmares and the trauma isn't nice either... he have to go to a therapist weekly.. and if anyone touches him suddenly without Him noticing..he is having a massive anxiety attack.. he is subconsciously flinching by our touches too.. But my baby is strong.. so so strong.. we all our proud of our taetae cause even tho he goes through a horrible incident..  he is smiling and bearing everything... trying to suck everything up and desperately trying to be normal again... and we all are helping him.. showering him with love and spoiling him rotten..

Today is the first time since the incident we are joining the dance practice again..with a new dance instructor ofcourse.. the previous one is gone for good time..and suspended from all his job's...  But Tae is nervous..eventho he don't say anything I can feel the nervousness behind his smile as he is playing with Jimin in the couch...

I approached him and ruffled his hair "Tae baby ..lets go yeah?? Its time for practice "

He looked at me and nodded and stand up and give me a smile... He didn't show anything... but i can feel the waves of anxiety coming off of him.. he is a bit sweaty..and shaky.. soon Hobi hyung goes and wraps his hand around Tae and Jin come and started tickling him.. his deep cute giggls feeling up the dorm which immidietly washed my worrys away... everything is going to be just fine .

Taehyungs Pov

As Jungkook say it's time for our dance practice my heart jumped to my throat... all the memories coming back but i immidietly shrugged them off.. the previous one has been punished..and our new choreographer igoing to be good right?? As i am walking to the car lost in my thought i feel someone grab my shoulder...i jumped slightly but relaxed as soon as i see its hobi hyung... i am about to smile when i felt someone tickling me ..Jin Hyung... i started laughing and playing around with them...  everything is going to be alright..

Time skip

No one's Pov

As the boys come to their dance studio they immidietly started streaching not wasting any time... right now there is only seven people in the room.. but soon the door cracked open and came a very friendly looking dude..smiling brightly... "hello boys.. Nice to Meet you.. I am your New Choreographer... " ah i see you"ll started stretching already?? How about we start with lighter dance and keep it that way since it my first day here and i wanna know you all better?" The boys smiled at his friendly nature... nothing like their previous instructor.. and Taehyung peeked from behind Jungkook where he hides as soon as he heard the door open.. Yoongi noticed this and patted his head and give him an encouraging smile... as Jimin backhugged Him..

They started dancing soon enough.. but after 5dances.. Tae did a move wrong and the choreographer stopped the music.. he looked at Tae and said very gently "Taehyung you got it a little bit of wrong there buddy.. here let me show you again and then you can follow okay?"  But as soon as he said this Taes eyes starts to water... the choreographer got really confused and aproached tae and Put a hand on his shoulder and crouched down a little to look at his face... but he jerked back as soon as Tae screamed and Fall on the floor gasping for breath ...

Taehyungs Pov

I am dancing fine until the chorus comes and i did a step wrong. As soon as it happend i froze...fear crawling on my whole body ... and the music stopped suddenly.. thats it... now i am going to get beaten up to half death..and th-then..h-he ... I shook my head...trying to shrug the thougt off me.. my eyes suddenly water...lips wobbling... remembering all the things happend to me... and thinking i have to go through that again... my breathing started to pick up and . Soon..i can feel..my throat closing... and then I felt a hand in my shoulder... and i screamed In fear and my knees gave out as i fall on the floor

I can't breathe
All I can hear is muffled noices..
I am gonna die
Here
Just like this and no one gonna notice

I clawed in my throat...trying to open up my airways...but nothing is working anymore... soon I felt someone picking me up...I starts to struggle...and then I feel someone hugging me... i tried to struggle again..but this warmth is strangely calming me down..and then I smelt the too familiar smell of Jungkook...immidietly a rush of relief flood through me.. I am safe.. Kookie is here to protect me... no one can harm me anymore..

"..yung..Taehyung?? Come on baby try to follow my breathing... yeah just like that...in and out.. in and out..youre doing very well"

I heard kookies voice.. and i started to follow his breathing just like he said ..and soon enough I calm down... but I feel exhausted... i grabbed his shirt and burried my face in it... and soon i heard Namjoon hyungs voice

"Hey Taehyungie... baby i promise youre safe here.. see he is gone okay??? He is never gonna come back and no one ever gonna hurt you again ..we won't let that happen... we all are here to support you and with you... see our new dance instructor is so nice he bring you a candy cause youre feeling down "

As soon as he say that i looked up at our new instructor..and he is looking guilty..a lot of it... even tho he is not at fault..its just my stupid anxiety that... i accepted the candy with a mumble of "thank you " and he smiled finally.. and ruffled my hair... this time i didn't flinch... and then I look around the room..the faces of my hyungs..smiling gently down at me.. and kookie... who is smiling too.. and i can't help but giggle a little...

Finally i felt at ease... i am safe here ... with my brothers and the love of my life... i am going to heal..
Everything Will be Fine..

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Hello guys...finally this series ended..i hope you enjoyed this... i am gonna make a few edits later on... but thank you for being patient with me..A lots of love for you guys..and please stay safe ... i love you so so so so so so much...