Thomas (Wattys2015)

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Thomas,
im over this. everything. im over the fact i lost you. to her. the fact that i cant do anything anymore because everything is tied to you. I'm just not ready for this. im crying every time i hear your name. and every time i think of you its another whirlwind of emotions i just cant handle.

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Kicks sand

"Fancy seeing you here."

Slumps next to her on the ground, stretching out her feet and crossing ankles

"And you."

"You haven't been here in God knows how long."

"I'm here enough."

"If you say so."

Fumbles thumbs

"Why are you here?"

"My..."

Cuts self off

"No reason. Just needed fresh air."

"You can't sit on your roof like you usually do? C'mon, we both know this is where you come when you hate everything and need to get away."

"You know a lot about me for someone who never cared."

"Why do you hate me?"

"You took the one thing I loved."

"I didn't take Thomas."

Scoffs

"You're kidding. You took him and dangled him above me. And now what? You've got another boy toy."

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me. I heard you saying 'hey babe' on the phone. You played Thomas and made him believe you loved him. Then what did you do? Not even a month after he's gone you find someone new."

"I don't know what you think. And I never realised you thought so low of me that I would be so heartless."

"Thought? Oh sweetie I know. You always want guys to admire you, make you feel amazing like you're perfect and worship everything you do-"

Holds up hand cutting her off

"That is not at all true. I did love Thomas. And he loved me. Sorry he didn't love you though. Must've sucked. Knowing that he loved me, and not you. But hey, that's how life works."

"If you loved him so much then explain to me why he was the way he was?!"

"Just because two people are in love doesn't mean you can change mentality."

"That's not true. I got better because of Thomas. He was fine before you showed up. And when you did he just got worse and worse trying to impress you."

"Really? Or was he always sick? But you didn't notice it because you were too focused on the fact he payed attention to you. And when he stopped you finally looked at him for what he was. Sick."

"Fuck you Rebecca."

"No thanks, I'd rather not."

"I have no idea what Thomas saw in you."

"Everything you're not."

"Everything I am now, is because of you."

"No, it's because of Thomas."

"I don't have to put up with this. I'm leaving."

"Fine by me. Don't get lost in the way home."

"Hey, you too. Ensure you don't walk into a bar full of guys and gang bang them all yeah? Okay bye honey, ilys."

Blows kiss before flipping the bird and walking away

"Bitch."

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[a/n] There was a lot wrong in the last chapter... And in this chapter... Oops.