If I screamed your name would you hear me? If I had stayed would you still love me? If I had let you scratch your name into my skin would that have been enough? It's never okay to think about myself for once, it's never okay to take a deep breath. You pushed my head under the water and I stared at you from under the surface. Some days you would smile and come down with me. You would breathe life back into me when I would start to fade. But other days the sky would crack and your eyes would glint cold and hungry. I'd try to tell you I was choking but you never seemed to hear me.