Troublesome

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It's December 31st, 2015

" Another year gone to waste without anyone where I could stay with for at least a decent amount of time.. "

I swirl my soda in the cup with my straw, staring at the table and rethinking everything I did today from when I got up, to now; at a "gathering" my friends and family made me make for them..I reluctantly frown.

" Cheer up, dude! It's the last few hours of the year! Have fun! " one of my friends says, who happened to walk by

" Yeah yeah whatever.. " I grunt out way to loudly " shit..sorry I didn't mean for it to sound like that.. " I sigh silently not being at least a bit interested in what he's saying

He smiles, which really surprised me but then I remembered he's always a happy camper nothing can bother him for too long unlike me..there's always something that seems to bug me..this year is that I want someone who I want to spend some quality time and just have fun with!

"Ugh" I think, noticing that my friend walked away when I went into my "dream world" my family and friends always tease that name on me because I always space out thinking of this and that, it's just..they don't understand! They have basically all their lives set out in front of them knowing what to do, when to do it and just..ugh! It's frustrating to see how perfect they are when I can barely maintain a good healthy relationship without my so called "lover" doesn't back stab me.

~time skip~
[2 minutes before New Years]

" Well..since its minutes before this 'New Years' start then cheers" I say to myself gently sipping at my beverage and eating my ramen. " Nothing like good ol' ramen.. " I laugh silently to myself soon finishing up, freshening up after and then lying down on my comfy bed wrapping my warm black blankets over me. Yawns loudly knowing it's just me and the dark in my house, since everyone left about 10 minutes ago,

"Tomorrow's a new day..new year..new me I guess..Happy New Years!.." I think to myself letting my mind drift off into a peaceful relaxing slumber as soon my clock hits 12:00.

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