Hayli: umm... Joshi?
Joshi: What!?
Hayli: I love you...
Joshi: You what? Here, just take this doll and go home!
That's how he always ignored her with one simple sentence and a doll. The dolls she got every day filled her room, one after another as every day passed.
Then the special day came, Hayli's 15th birthday. When she woke up she began to imaging a party with Joshi. When she woke up she sat by the phone staring at it. Hayli was terrified that if she walked away she would miss a call.
One hour went bye.
Then two...
Then four...
Before she knew it it was dark out side. As she was dozing off with tears in her eyes she got a call at around 3 A.M. It was Joshi telling her to meet him out side. She ran out side.
Hayli: Joshi?
Joshi: Here take this
Hayli: Whats this...
Joshi: Its a doll, I didn't give you one today.
Hayli: Do you know what today is?
Joshi: Today? What about it?
Her heart sank, she thought he would at least remember her birth day... He turned and began to walk away like it was nothing.
Hayli: WAIT!
Joshi: you have something to say?
Hayli: Tell me... say you love me...
Joshi: What, did you say?
Hayli: tell me... please... it's just 3 little words
Joshi: I'm not going to say I love someone so easy... If you want to hear it so badly go find someone else.
As he walked off her legs felt numb. she fell to the ground in tears. she began to wonder if he wasn't the right guy after all. The next couple weeks she stayed home just crying. but every morning he met her out side and handed her a doll.
The dolls pilled up, one after another. After a month she returned to school but that's how the pain resurfaced, when she saw him in the street with another girl. He had a smile on his face that he had never shown her with a doll in his hand. she ran home and began to cry, as she stared at all the dolls she began to wonder why he even had even gave her these... She got a phone call, it was him telling her to meet him at their bus stop. Hayli gathered her self and headed for the bus stop. she told herself it would end and that she had to forget all about him. then He came into sight, he was holding the biggest prettiest doll she had ever seen...
Joshi: you came? I thought that you were upset...
She couldn't help but hate him after he always acted like nothing had happened... Soon he held out the doll.
Hayli: I don't need it!
Joshi: what.... why...?
she took the doll from his hand and threw it in the road.
Hayli: I DONT NEED THIS DOLL! I DONT NEED THEM ANYMORE!!! I DONT WANNA SEE A PERSON LIKE YOU EVER AGAIN!
she spat out the words. But unlike any other day his eyes were shaking...
Joshi: I-I'm sorry...
He apologized in a tiny and shakey voice. he walked in to the road to pick up the delicate doll.
Hayli: YOU STUPID! Just leave the doll! THROW IT AWAY!
He ignored her then...
*HONK* *HONK*
With the loud honk the truck barreled towards him.
Hayli: JOSHI! MOVE!!! GET OUT OF THE WAY!
He looked up at her waits big sad green eyes...
*CRASH*
The sound was terrifying.... She screamed and she cried but nothing would bring him back. No matter how badly she wished she could take back those words she said to him she couldn't... That's how he left her...
Everyday she had to go through the terrible guilt and sadness. After months of living like a crazy person she finally took out the dolls... she remembered every day she had spent with him... She began to count the days they were in love...
1....
2....
3....
That's how she began to count the roses...
484....
485....
485 that's how many days they had been in love... She began to cry and squeezed a doll tightly to her chest then Suddenly...
I love you
She looked at the doll...
I lo ve you...
I love you. I love you. I love you. she dolls began to pile at her side as she pressed down on all their stomachs
"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you"
Why hadn't she realized this sooner? Why hadn't she known he loved her that much? She took out the doll under her bed and pressed its stomach... It was the last doll it had his blood stained on it... The voice came out that she was missing ever so much...
"Hun, do you know what today is? We've been in love for 486 days, do you know what 486 days is? I couldn't say I love you.... Umm.. since I was to shy... if you will forgive me and take this doll I will say I love you.. Every day till I die.... Hayli... I love you."
The tears came flowing down her face, why? Why she asked god. why couldn't she have known about this sooner!!
But he loved her till his last minute....
AUTHORS NOTE:
Hey guys :3 I know this was my first story sorry it was a bit sad haha but there was a meaning behind it... say what you feel and feel what you say :) more to come, it's okay I cried while making it.... let it out
