Complications

Chapter 1:I hate you but I love you

( Iris P.O.V)

I sat in the school parking lot crying in my girlfriend's black mustang because at the moment we are in a pretty heated argument. She cheated on me and she knows it because she was caught but she won't own up to it. I was a mess and I broke once told me that the girl cheated on me with would probably make her happier I broke down I know we haven't been good but is she really about to throw away a year of being together for someone else I mean I don't blame her it's just why couldn't she have done it sooner not when I have gotten this emotionally attached to her. I couldn't take it anymore I just booked out of her midnight black mustang to go find my two best friends since middle school Pete and Scarlett. Once I found them Pete looked at me with sad eyes knowing what happened and ask what Rose my girlfriend did this time knowing that me her don't have the most stable relationship while Scarlett my more hotheaded friend was screaming how she going to kill her and getting weird looks by the students down the hallway. I try my best to tell them what happen but my tears kept spilling out making it hard to tell them what Rose said to me. Once Pete and Scarlett got me to calm down and able to talk that's when Rose started to walk up to me with some candy she probably has gotten from the school's vending machine. I knew what she doing she trying to get me to forgive her so I don't leave her and I know I shouldn't fall for it but I can't help it I love her but is this really what love is though. Once she got to me she apologized and said she didn't mean it that I never have seen her like that and that what happens when she gets really mad she told me she didn't know what she was doing so, of course, I forgave like always. I forgave her and told her that it's okay and I am not leaving as she thought so once we forgave each other she walked me to my class like always and we talked like nothing happen till the bell ring signaling that class would be beginning soon. So like I always when I get in the classroom I take a seat in the back till Scarlett comes in and takes a seat next to me. She looked at me and shook her head at me and then starts to explain that mine and Rose's relationship is toxic and that I deserve better and that we just need to break up and how I'm just stupid for staying with her I know Scarlett is not wrong I know should leave and I think about it but I just can't Rose has a way with words that just makes you want to stay even though you shouldn't. So I looked at Scarlett and I told the truth her that Rose had a way with words that just makes me feel guilty if I even consider leaving or even think about it because that starts an argument and she makes me feel bad about my self and makes it where I can't leave but I also told her that I love her and need her that Rose has her times that she seems like she loves me and cares for me. That's when my best friend since middle school looked me dead in the eye the saddest look ever and told me that what I and Rose have isn't love and that she emotionally abusing me and that I need to leave before my mental health declines and I do something I will regret. I couldn't disagree with her but I also couldn't help to think that maybe things will change and it's not like what Scarlett said that what I and Rose have is love and that she actually loves me and doesn't mean to hurt me. After that deep and emotional talk with Scarlett, the bell goes off telling us that class was over so I and Scarlett packed our stuff away and walked out together to go our next class but once we got out the door Rose was there waiting for me so I looked at Scarlett with an apologetic look and she nodded her head like she understood and went to our next class while I walked over to Rose. Once she saw me she smiled at me asking how my class was and I told her it was good and soon after that, we had a normal conversation about things till the bell went off and we went our separate ways. On my way to class, I was looking down scared to meet people's eyes because my eyes were still puffy from this horrible morning and that caused me to run into someone.