I'm driving "where did you learn to fight like that?" I say "Oh um....I was in boxing for three years" he chuckles "that's really Cool can you teach me some tricks" I say we both laugh "do you wanna come to my house or yours" I say "What about we go to the park" he says "yeah" I say I grab my phone in my purse and text Luke real quick that's says.
Me:
Hey babe we're going to the park,I love you
Luke:
Okay babe I love you too have a good time and Im going to the store with Ashton
Me:
Okay tell Ashton I give him a BIG hug and remember to buy some peanut butter and bread
Luke:
Okay I love you bye
"GERALDINE!" Nick screams because I almost get into car accident "Omg Im sorry I was-" I say "it's Okay we're alive" Nick says we get the park and I park
We're here I get on the swing and Nick starts to push me and we talking about What happened in the mall we're laughing about it then I get off and Nick starts to chase me and we're running around then suddenly he grabs me and I laugh I turn to him and he looks into my eyes and he kisses me.
I see Luke from the corner of my eye with flowers in his hand "Luke wait it's not What it looks like!" I scream I look back at Nick and sigh and run after Luke "Luke, it's not What it looks like trust me" I say "How can I trust you when you kissed another guy" Luke says "it wasn't like-" he cuts me off "tell me Geraldine if it wasn't How come your lips were touching his I thought you were different but your just any other girl" Luke says I start to cry "No Im not I only love you" I say "Okay so why did you kiss him if you love me" Luke says and he's crying too "Luke I-" Nick says "No you shut the fuck up I know What I saw I hope you guys are happy together" Luke says while tears coming down my face and his "No Luke" I say but it was to late he drove off I stumble on my knees sobbing loudly "NO LUKE, LUKE NO DON'T LEAVE ME" I yell sobbing then my whole body on the floor "Luke don't leave me" I say crying even more.
Nick comes and helps me up "Geraldine I didn't know he was your boyfriend you never told me I thought you guys we're just friends" Nick says but I stay silent "I'll drive" Nick says I give him the keys I get the back and lay down whispering to myself over and over Luke don't leave me Luke,Luke, Luke I love you but I cry the whole time and keeps checking on me from the back. he goes to his house "Do you wanna come in?" Nick asks "No Im gonna go home" I say I go to the front "hey Im sorry about you know I really didn't know and I didn't mean to hurt you Im sorry" Nick says "it's okay" he nods and goes in house and I drive off to Sam's.
I get there and Sam's opens the door "what's wrong" she says and she gives me a big hug and I get in I tell her everything and I notice my clothes "hey why my clothes in a bag?" I ask "Oh um Luke left your clothes on my doorstep I didn't get to talk to him he ringed the door bell and drove off" she says I grab it and take it upstairs I take everything out grab my pajamas and panties and go take a shower.
After I put all my clothes and hang them in my closet and I notice there's one more shirt but it's not mine it's Luke's Nirvana shirt and he has mine and when I look at it I remember when we matched that day and everyone was looking at us I chuckle but with a tears coming down my face and I get on my bed and pull the covers over me with Luke's shirt in my hands I hold it in my hands against my cheek and I close my eyes and I fall asleep.
Morning...
I wake up with Luke's shirt still in my hands but Im thinking of staying in bed all day in my mind Im saying
Don't leave me Luke,
Im nothing without you,
please forgive me,
I love you,
Luke don't leave me
Suddenly Sam knocks the door and comes in "hey I brought you some breakfast" Sam says "Oh Thanks" I say she place the little table on my lap and I see she made me an omelet with slice bread on the side and a bagel with cream cheese and orange juice I start to eat and Sam sits right next to me and touches my hair "You know...this is the first time I've seen you like this I never seen you this sad your more sad then when your dad died" Sam says "well get used to it because Im never gonna get over this one" I say "you will eventually" Sam says "No I won't because he was my first love and my last" I say I start to cry.
There was a knock at the front door "Is it Luke!!?" I yell while Sam's running to the door and before she opens it "No it's someone you'll be happy to see" Sam says "hey can come in I wanna see Geraldine" hey that voice seems familiar "Yeah sure it's the second door to the left" Sam says I hear foot steps getting louder and closer then a knock "come in" I say then the door opens slowly then a peeking head through the door "Hey gummy bear" he says "Ashton" I say I put the mini table on the floor and I go and hug him really tight "What are you doing here?" I say "I came to see you, Luke told me everything, is it true?" Ashton says "depends How he told you" I say "Well he told me he went to the park and he saw you kissing Nick" Ashton says "well um this is What happened we were playing tag and Nick caught from behind and I turn to him and he kissed me" I say crying and sobbing "Gummy bear I don't know What tell you" Ashton says "I don't want him to leave me I love him" I say "hey don't cry it's gonna be Okay" he says he hugs me. I sob loudly "LUKE DON'T LEAVE ME PLEASE" I yell "Sssshhh it's Okay" Ashton tries to calm me down "NO LUKE I LOVE YOU IM SORRY LUKE IM SORRY LUKE IM SORRY PLEASE STAY WITH ME!" I sob and cry loudly "You should stay home today don't come to school Im gonna stay with you here" Ashton says "Yeah Thanks Ash" I say "Im going to school I leave you here with Ashton" Sam says then she hugs me really tight then she leaves "Ashton can you lay down with me?" I ask "sure" he says he takes off his shoes and I give some of the blanket and I hug him sobbing but only a little and I fall asleep and Ashton does too.
