Somewhere in Time

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Y/N's POV
I have built up walls since I've been 17. Why? Because if you build walls then no one can hurt you or even worse love you. 

Before I would have wanted to be loved by someone who truly loved me. But the boys in my high school would only use me for their benefits. I was the type of girl who would at times keep to themselves, but then one guy noticed me. His name was Carl, he was the most popular boy in school and saw me. I was a nerd, didn't wear makeup, and would prefer books over people. 

He started talking to me out of the blue, he sweet-talked me, me who have never been told these things before. How I was beautiful, smart and had a kind heart. He even said he loved me and I said I love him as well. He swapped me off my feet and I, unfortunately, fell for it. He took away the one thing that was most precious to me. My first kiss. 

My first kiss was from someone who didn't even love me. How did I find out he didn't love me, he was joking with his friends one day, I overheard him saying how I was a toy to him and how he got me to do his homework, and as he said was in the palm of his hands.

Ever since then, I have refused to fall in love with anyone. I didn't want to be heartbroken again and be left broken as how I was before. That's why I focused on school, studying and books were my only comfort. 

After High school, I went to college and majored in pre-medicine and went to medical school. I focused on my work and didn't want anything to stop me. I was able to graduate from med school and now I am one step closer to being a doctor. 

From now on I don't want any distinction now in my life especially in love. 

Jungkook's POV
I trained all my life to serve my country. Since I was a child, I was told that I would bring honor to myself and family. 

I have been told this my whole life. I fought our king's greatest enemy and won against them. With this defeat, I was celebrated in my country as a great hero. I was awarded the highest honor, a knight to serve the king and his people.

The women near the castle and in the surrounding villages were wanting me to show them affection. Perhaps they wanted marriage from me. Of course, I wanted to find a wife, marry and a family. But I haven't found that girl yet.

I have dreamt of a girl in white, who is lonely and broken, and I am the one who brings her happiness as she does for me. I haven't met this girl here in the villages, but my mind goes to her as I stare into the night sky. I see her face and eyes, her face says one thing, but her eyes, I see are broken and filled with pain and sorrow. 

I don't know if she's real or my imagination, but deep in my heart, I hope I see her.