It all started on 3rd year days. There's this girl named Kath, he is a crazy, outgoing and a loud girl. She has a lot of friends in her second year days, but when the Junior days come, she felt that she lost it all. Not because she really lost it, but because she has only few friends in her room, because of her laziness, she was transferred to section 5 from section 2. She can't cope up in that room, even though she have her one friend there named Kris, she's still feels ALONE. Because somebody rules that room. there are group of friends who feels "cool, popular and famous" in that room. so uhmm, yea. She kept quiet because she don't want to be the number one topic of those bitches, yea I call them bitches. Soo those bitches is always the loud one's in the room, and I remember the days when me and my friends are the one who's loud in the room.
People don't talk to me in that room, and I am also afraid to shout, walk in the isle and stand in that room because I don't want my actions to be judged. I kept my ass glued on my chair all the time. I can't even have recess, I just wait for my friends to call me in the room, saying "Hey Kath! Come on, let's have a break" I was so happy that time. Recess and Dismissal is my favorite time, because that's the time that I can be louad as I can and the time that i'm away from those bitches.
One time, my friend Kris wants to cut class because she just wanted to xD So I joined her. We just sat on the study area the whole period of time. Then gets back to class, as we go back to room, I heard someone says "Kris you're cutting classes and your influencing Kath also huh?" So yea, I guess everybody thought of me as a nice girl who can't cut classes nor break a glass xD But they're wrong. Definetely wrong! I was cutting classes back on my 2nd year days. I also felt a little guilty about Kris being blamed for me joining her in cutting class.
As I go back sitting in my chair again, I noticed this guy, his name is James I describe him as tall, dark, and handsome. So I admire him that time. As days goes by, the only thing that I can do is stare at him secretly -__- that's the only thing because he's friends with those bitches :/ then one day, Kris confessed that she likes James, she was totally going crazy about James. She even told me to edit her pictures and put James on it, and what's funny is she also begged me to open her FB account and send a relationship request to James. The I was like wtf?! She was insane! HAHA! Because of her craziness, the whole room knew that she was crazy about James, and since the bitches was a friend of James, Kris got close to the bitches. Ugh! :/ I totally hate her for that. I felt alone that time. As days goes by, Kris was not sitting beside me anymore, she was with those bitches, so I created my little own world in my sit. I was so bored that time, I began making doodles, and I that time, someone noticed it and shouted "Woahh, is that your work? AWESOME!" yea, so I felt a one-minute-popularity at that time. And everybody was "Can I take a look?".
What I hate of all subjects was P.E because the whole class needs to go downstairs and do some exercises and no one is allowed to stay on the room. So I went down and I can't find a friend since Kris was so busy with others. So I just sat on the Study Area the whole time!!! I just stare at the freedom wall the whole time, reding those hate messages about the school. LOL. Haha! Then, someone noticed me, and he says "Hey why are you alone? Are you EMO?" I said "No" then I heard him said "Hey Kris, entertain your friend. She's alone" then Kris said "Let her be. she's always like that" then I was like "......Kris!!!! UGH. You owe me big time for not joining me" but I just kept that in mind and just kept staring at the Freedom Wall. But I noticed someone was staring t me the whole time! I just can't get a glimpse of him. So when the bell rang, I was the last to come upstairs. As I enter the room, Kris called me and said "Jhun is asking permission to court you" then I asked her "What did you say then?" she said "I told him he has no chance because you're also a boy HAHA" then I was like, good joy Kris! HAHAHA! You saved me. Frankly, I don't like Jhun, because he wa kinda gangstah -____-
So let's just skip the story. On our clearance day, which was a very boring day. The boy group in our room which was created by Jhun and with a members of James, Monty and Nate. They asked Kris to join them and since Kris can't leave me, they also asked for me to join them. So as we get along together, Kris wants to drink. Then everybody agreed! As we have a drink, we get-to-kno each other. I was so happy yet sad that time. Happy because I felt close to them and Sad because it's almost the end of the year and it's the last time that I can hang-out with them. I had a blast that night! Those guys were so funny! And I loved to be with them all the time. And also, James asked for my number :">
So the summer began. Boring days are here, then one day, someone texted me and that's it! It was James! :"> I realized that he was so active in texting. I spent the whole summer texting with him until midnight and sometimes up to 4am :O He asked me about me being quiet in the room. Then I told him the whole truth. Then he said "I noticed you that time, and I kinda liked you because I like quiet type of girl" then I was like ".. uhhmmm. No, you're wrong. Im not a quiet one, im a loud one. I guess you don't know me that much." And he even remembered the time when he asked me "Where did you get your piercing?" I didn't answer him and he said "Hey Kath!", the Kris answered him for me with a loud voice "She got that piercing from a friend!" then James said "I am not asking you!" then Kris said "Because you look like an idiot there talking to no one! You owe me because I answered you're question!" HAHAHAHA!
Then as Summer passes by, hello Senior year! And I was so happy when I looked at my new section and classmates. Jhun and James are still my classmates! Yipeeee! :)) but Nate was in section 3 :( So sad because Nate was one of my closest. But I'm also happy to know that the bitches aren't my classmates anymore! :))))) All of them we're on the other section. But it's also sad because Kris was not with me anymore :( So hello 4th year days! As the 3rd days comes, we elected for the Class Officers and unexpectedly, I became the President -_____- Frankly, I don't want that position! I am a shy one. I can't even shout out loud. Ugh! The everybody was asking for my speech but I kept quiet.
So in my 4th year days, there's this guy, my long time friend since 2nd year, his name is Luke, he calls me Bestfriend and treat me one. But he also confessed that he felt inlove with me. So he courted me. I don't know what to do because I am a No-boyfriend-since-birth girl -___- But I also have feelings for him at that time. I'm about to answer him, James also wants to court me! I was like "..whaaaaaaaaaaat?!!?!?!" HAHA! I can't explain my feelings at that time but I want to answer James, HAHA LOL XD But I can't just leave Luke there :( He was there for me all the time.
I asked my friend Kris, and she wants me to answer Luke, but others want James! And I want them BOTH! Life sucks! And know I ask for two hearts! But someone told me that Luke was courting others, I was hurt! thought I was the only one he loves <///3 So I answered James because I was hurt. James and I didn't last as a couple. Because he's not a responsible one, and a lot of turn off's came on. So we only lasted for 2 months. And I realized that I broke my record of NBSB for that boy </3 So now, I am really close to Jhun, and I don't know my feelings for him! I always wanted to be with Jhun, because when I'm with him, all I do is laugh. Im happy when I'm with him. But I can't tell anyone my feelings for him because I'm scared for their reaction since Jhun was like a gangster one and he smoke weeds -___- but I can't help it! What should I do now? What if he courts me? WHAT IF WHAT IFFFFFFFF!
