I got home and opened the door quietly I took my shoes off and closed the door I slowly but quietly tried to make it to my room without my parents noticing
" And where the fuck were you why are you so late?" I looked behind me to see my dad with an angry expression
" i-i..." I looked down
"I dont work all fucking day to pay for your stupid fucking hearing aids just to get no response look at. Me when I'm talking to you boy!" He grabbed my by the collar and lifted me up I flinched and looked at him scared as my mom was just standing there her Expression filled with pity he then threw me on the ground and spit on me
" you fucking price of trash since you dont wanna talk you can go to your room and dont come out if you come out I'll fucking hurt you "he spat out with venom and walked into the livingroom my mom tried to help me but I just backed away from her and ran to my room locking my door I'm used to being locked in my room I mean it's big it had it's own bathroom and music studio I went into my music studio to sing cause I just felt like it
I started singing the first part it was the remix of my favorite song death bed" dont go to bed for too long ,dont stay away I'll bring a cup of coffee for your head I'll get you up and going out of bed " I stop and put a beat to that and repeat those lyrics then I go bk to singing
"Ay, look, ever since you left man I see this shit dont feel the same I been up long nights just looking bk on who to blame ,spending time up in my head thought I was ghosting you now I cant keep up with the fact that I'm not holding you" I sighed and kept going " yeah but I hope the next guy treats you better ,takes u out for dates and let's you wear his favorite sweaters and let's you know that your the one I hope he does the things that I wish I would've done ,oh, I wish I would've done ,oh, I wish I wouldve done ,oh, I'll get you up and going " I smiled tears falling "yeah but I still feel like texting you when I'm alone even though you ain't mine no more, I was going through shit couldnt give you my all ,how could I let you walk out the door my head been foggy got so much shit on my mind but girl I did you wrong and now ima do time, dont stay away for too long dont go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head I'll get you up and going out of bed and i" I took my head phones off then turned off the mic and smiled I say in the chair and edited the song then uploaded it to YouTube and sound cloud I then downloaded it to my hearing aids and smiled I went bk in my room and took my sleeping pills to get over with the day
