This Is Basically A Diary Of Mine For The Public

im at my limit

ive been in such a dark fucking place, I attempted suicide and have been hurting myself almost daily

i have been so distracted i haven't talked to my partner and now I think he killed himself

i would do anything to talk to him again, if he was dead or not.

i miss him so fucking much.

i started to like another dude, but he treats me like shit. i dont know why I would like him because he calls me a bitch.

im stuck, i really dont know what to do with myself.