Trigger warning
I woke up the next morning remembering about Brent.
It was a Saturday so no school for me.
I went downstairs and saw Marzia making fette biscottate, I smiled and started to make coffee.
"Where's dad?" I asked pouring the creamer into my coffee.
"He's upstairs sleeping still, he says he doesn't feel good."
"Can we bring him breakfast in bed?"
"Sure, I think he'll love it."
We put some fette biscottate on a plate and I made him coffee, we put the food on a tray and Marzia carried it up the stairs whilst I followed behind.
I opened their door and Felix was asleep.
"Dad?" I lightly called out.
"Mmhmmm?" He responded as he sat up.
We made you breakfast!" Marzia said letting the legs down on the tray.
"Aww! Thank you!" He said smiling, "What would I do without my two favorite girls?"
Girls
Girls
Girls...
I'm not a girl, I'm agender, under the nonbinary umbrella.
I hate being called a girl.
"Zel- Luna?" Felix asked waving his hand in front of my face.
I glanced up. "Yeah?" I said trying to clear my thoughts.
He wiped a tear off my cheek, I didn't even realize I was crying.
"What's wrong?" He patted a spot next to himself. I shook my head no and went to my room.
I laid down and cried, I decided to do something
I locked my door and got my razor blade out.
I sliced my wrists a few times. I hate this body, I hate my life.
After I was done I cleaned up my wrists and carefully hid my razor back.
The next morning I awoke to cramps. Great, another reminder that I'm in a female body.
It was Sunday so I decided to hang out with Marzia for a bit.
We watched some anime and ate junk food. Pretty fun.
I went back upstairs to my room when I heard Felix from across the hall, intrigued I listened, it sounded like he was playing games, which he normally does sometimes without recording but I kept quiet.
He was playing GTAV and he was driving a helicopter.
"Hey look guys! I'm an attack helicopter!" He laughed and I could hear others laughing through the call.
I quickly and quietly slipped back to my room and got out my razor again.
I started cutting myself over and over again. I set my blade on my bathroom counter as I cleaned up my wrists.
I went back to my room and fell asleep.
Felix's POV
I was done recording a session when Marzia came upstairs.
"Felix, can you take out all of the trash?"
"Yes dear!"
I gathered my bin in my office, the kitchen and my bathroom. I knocked on Zelda's door but no answer, she must be asleep.
I went in and I was right, I remember what it was like to be a teenager.
I went to her bathroom and noticed pad wrappers. Poor thing, I should get her some sweets and a heating pad.
As I was tying up her bag I glanced at her counter.
There was a small thin metal object, upon closer look, a razor but covered in blood.
I gasped a little, not knowing what to say.
I quickly left and took all the trash out.
Zelda/Luna's POV
I woke up to Felix shaking me slightly.
"Zelda, honey wake up."
I opened my eyes.
"Yes I'm awake"
He held up my blade.
"What's this? Hmm? I don't think this is a tampon so why is it covered in blood?"
I had to come up with a lie fast.
"Oh uh, I was practicing with my liquid latex, I was going to do a horror cosplay and wanted to make sure I know how to use it."
He nodded and left the room with my razor.
