HOW TO GET YOUR EX BACK

I

"Where are you?" I asked him while looking around to see if he was there.

"I'm almost there," Jimin said before hanging up.

I let out a breath and pull my overcoat tighter hoping it would make me warm. I stare at the night sky and a smile overtakes my face as I look at the beautiful stars. I wonder why Jimin wanted to talk about that he couldn't say it on the phone. I let out another breath and it forms a cloud of smoke in the cold air before disappearing.

"Taehee" Jimin yells breathlessly while bending with hands on his knees.

"Hey, are you okay?" I asked worriedly and place my palm on his back.

"I'm alright" he smiles finally regaining his posture.

"Is everything alright?" I slide my hands into his.

"Y-yes it i-is" he stammered withdrawing his hand back not meeting my eyes. I furrow my eyebrows in suspicion but don't ask anything regarding that.

"Come on. Let's sit and talk" I suggest and he nods his head in response.

"What do you want to talk about?" I question glancing at him before looking at the sky.

"You know that you are the person that I love the most in this world, don't you?" Jimin said. I feel his eyes on my face so I turn my head to face him. I frown not knowing where this conversation is going.

"Let's stop seeing each other," he said not meeting my eyes. I let out a laugh and hit his shoulder.

"Stop joking Jiminie" I said pinching his cheeks. He sighs and stands up.

"I'm not joking Kim Taehee" he exasperated. He used my full name, that's when I know this is why he is serious. I feel a pang in my chest but I shook my head thinking he was pranking me like always. I reach my hands to touch him and he moves away.

"Why?" I croak out. why are you not letting me touch? why are you breaking my heart? why are you doing this to me?

"I'm getting married Taehee" he replied and I froze staring at him with wide eyes and a tear slides down my cheek. As if he noticed that he turns his face away.

"But why jimin-" I choke back my tears and cover my mouth. You said you love me then why are you hurting me.

"I'm sorry Taehee" he mutters before turning his back on me and leaving me alone in my own misery. 

I don't hear his footsteps, I don't hear the honks of vehicles around, the only thing I hear is my heart shattering into pieces.

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I shut down the blaring alarm and look at the ceiling it's been like this for a while now every night I'd get the dream of jimin breaking up or me drowning in the sea. Some nights I force myself to stay awake so I don't get these nightmares. This semester I took off, I told my principal that I would like to prepare from my home and he didn't even question anything after he noticed my dark circles said yes. 

I groan and make my way to the bathroom. I take the toothpaste and put it on my brush before placing it in my mouth. 

I let out a shriek when I look at my reflection in the mirror. I look pale, my skin is in the last stage of breaking out, my lips are chapped and there are dark hollows under my eyes which is a bonus. To summon it up in one sentence I look homeless.

After one hour of cussing and crying, I wear a loose baggy t-shirt and leave the pants on the bed. I walk to the kitchen and grab a bowl add cereal before pouring milk. What kind of sociopath would pour milk first? 

I plop myself on the couch and turn on the Tv not even bothering to clean the empty bottles of soju lying on the floor. 

After 20 minutes I feel my eyes watering when Suzy starts crying over the death of Cha Dal-geon. I groan annoyedly when the season ends on a cliffhanger I started watching vagabond yesterday and now I have to wait a year for the next season. what kind of torture is this?

My doorbell rings and I stay on the couch hoping whoever it is will go away thinking I'm not home. It rings again and I ignore it. It rings again for the fifth time and I whine before stomping my way to the freaking door and opening it widely.

"What the fuck do you- " the words die in my mouth when I meet the eyes of that person. 

Oh shit.

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Look who is alive and writing another book when she didn't even complete the first one. This quarantine is making me a crackhead lmao. Stay indoors and drink lots of water.