I can't handle these pressures All I can say is this stress hurts Things are supposed to get better
I just need to put myself first I'm always trying my hardest Not to pick myself apart, this
Energy's killing my vibes now Sometimes I just wanna drown out All of the thoughts in my mind
Too much going on at the same time I wish it would stop and I've tried, but Life just sucks then we all die That's just reality, yeah don't lie to me Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't wanna be.
I wonder if I'm good enough But maybe I've just had too much To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I'm drowning up all my sorrows There's rules I'll never follow Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow.
But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die.
Wish I could erase my memories So I could stop feeling so empty I wish this shit wasn't so tempting But it's hard to resist when there's plenty Of things I could do to fuck me up
I wanna let go but I'm feeling so stuck So all I can do is fill up my cup And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts.
That's just reality, yeah don't lie to me Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't wanna be.
I wonder if I'm good enough But maybe I've just had too much To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I'm drowning up all my sorrows There's rules I'll never follow Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrow.
But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die
Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die
My body's shaking My head is aching It feels like my heart is breaking
My body's shaking My head is aching I can't fix this mess I'm making.
But I'm empty inside, yeah I'm empty inside And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die
Yeah I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die.
