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story 3 cute but deadly desire

So my name is kiara, kiara starlight and I'm about to turn 22 in a couple of months. I've been living in Japan, attend one of it's best internship for about 5 months now and I'm loving my life and the way some people actually excepted a thick black women and I started to feel not so bad about being a foreigner.

My classes were hard, but with so many boy eye candy walking around it made it hard to not think about all the dirty things I could do to them if I ever got the chance. And suddenly my classes became alittle more enjoyable.

However at the same time I knew it would never happen because I was seen as ugly and obese by most of the people and Japan. And many found my body too provocative and mature.

But that didnt matter once I opened my month and started to singing. That was the one thing I felt I actually did good and because of my gift and my sweet kind nature, little by little there were boys crushes on me all around campus..

So faster forward about another two weeks and there's this nerdy tall guy named Akio. Him and some of his friends started trailing behind me. constantly watching me like I was just the most fascinating thing in the world. It was weird, but he was always very nice to me.

Even going as far to try and talk to me in english even though his english wasn't good at all. "I thought to myself giggling alittle bit."

but he did learn how to say beautiful and that's what he always call me,  beautiful. Of course I didnt think anything bad could happen cause I was now in one of the world's most safest places to live. But if only that was true.

Akio Etsuko became one of my good friends and we sent alot of time together talking about anime and singing. I didnt know he could sing til he just joined in with me and everyone drop what they was doing and looked at us..

I was nervous but he just took my hand and looked me into the eyes. And all my anxiety about what people would think went away. He was so dreamy to me. Not to sexy and hot, but not ugly either. He was just the right about of nerdy guy and bad boy, even thought he always acted very shy around me.

Most of the time we used a app that could translate what we didnt understand and eventually he became really good at english along with his friends who became my groupies, well atless that what my best friend Ami shio always said.

She was the cutest little thing I've every seen. And I would be lying if I said I didnt have a huge crush on her. See I'm bi, but I couldn't just tell her that cause I didnt want to scare her away. There where already so many bad stereotypes  toward African Americans and I was happy that Ami and Akio had giving me a chance while the rest of the school was either scared of me or though I was ugly and disgusted and shouldn't be here.