As I laid there, dying I really thought about my life choices. Decisions I had made, and regrets I had, things I wish I took advantage of. It all seemed to revolve around the same person.
I would tell you who I am and how I died, but let's keep that a guessing game. Male, female who knows? You'll find out at the end of my story.
Now, with that let's begin:
There once was a pretty brown eyed girl, she was so nervous about starting high school. She never really had friends but was excited to make them. She was outgoing, loud, fun, but also stubborn.
Now enter a boy. Nothing special about him, he's just a boy. But isnt that how they all start out? He was a pretty brown eyed boy, he had only ever dated one girl, that was in middle school. She was so amazing, everything a guy could want... yeah she dumped him.
Well these two were about to change each others lives and they didn't even know it at the time. It started in a math classroom where the teacher sat them together on the first day. And it just so happened that those were their permanent seats for the year.
They got very close very fast. You see, they had the same fun personality, both were random at times and yet charming in a unique way. They got closer and closer.
"Oh my goodness.." the girl thought, "he's so fun and funny! I can't wait to see what the future brings us.."
"Oh man" the boy thought, " I haven't had a good friend like this in a while.. I wonder what will happen with us in the future"
And this is where the story hits it's first bump. They grew feelings for each other.
The girl had a feeling that the boy liked her too, so she decided to ask his best friend.
"Hey so (the boy) and I have been talking for a while...so I need to know..does he like me? Because I really like him..."
"Yeah, he does actually."
...Yes....YES?! It couldn't be real, a boy she liked, liking her back? Without knowing anything the boy later asked his friend what he thought about the girl.
"Hey so what do you think about (the girl)? I'm kind of into her.."
"Oh she likes you, she asked me earlier if you liked her and I said yes, because you do."
The boy was feeling bittersweet. She liked him back, but she also knows he likes her... so now what?
Well?
Well you can probably guess what happens next, they fall I love and live the rest of their life together. .
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Wrong.
Nothing happened.
Every day they went on thinking the other would say something. By the time summer came they had completely stopped talking. Nothing ever happened.
The boy thought he dodged a bullet."She was probably not even my type..I could do better."
From that point the boy worked out and became a handsome young man. He didn't know it at the time, but he could have had any girl he wanted...even the one he thought wasn't his type...The girl on the other hand.. became fragile.
"He was...the one that got away..."
For months she thought of ways she could have changed things, regrets she had. She tried so hard to get back their friendship, but the boy grew annoyed and began to ignore her.
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Years passed and they ended up having an English class together for their senior year. And would you guess it they say next to each other again.
It was quiet at first.
But it didn't take long for them to talk again, and wouldn't you guess it, it was freshman year all over again. All of those familiar feelings and emotions, it hit them like a tsunami.
But again..nothing happened.
The boy was ok with this.
The girl was sad.
Graduation came around and they left as decent friends.