LIE

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I felt like I wouldn't handle what was coming up so i hung up on Cam, I didn't want to know what was going on, I didn't want to hear it

It's been 3 weeks since I last spoke to Cam, or anyone in general

I finish taking a bath and start drying myself while looking for some comfortable clothes

Im going downstairs about to turn the TV on when I get a call from Johnson

"Hello" I say

"Heeey Alyssa!" He screams, why is he excited to talk to me?

"What's up?" I ask confused because he never talks to me unless It has something to do with Nash

Oh shit.

"Hey how are you? Haven't talked to you in a while?"
All I could Think is what is going on here

"I'm alright, I guess. You?" I say while throwing myself on the couch

"I'm great, hey want to come over?"

"Uhh why? Where?" I question

"Because we haven't Hung out, come to my house well just watch a movie here with Sammy and Gilinsky"

"Johnson what's really going on? You never talk to me unless Nash is involved"

"Alyssa, I'm serious nothing is going on just come over"

"Fine."

I hang up and go back upstairs to get ready, I can't stop but just thinking about what's going on,

What if Nash told them to tell me something? Are they gonna tell me HES breaking up with me? That was all I could think of

I put on a maroon jumper and some black leggings, something simple since I didn't feel like leaving the house in the first place

I text johnson I'm on my way as I'm walking out the door

*10 minutes later*

I'm barely pulling up to the driveway as I see Johnson running towards me

"Hurry Alyssa! We have a lot to catch up on"

"I'm coming in coming" I sigh

I'm waking towards Johnson and I feel so scared, not sure why but I do
I feel like something's about to change me here I just want to go back Home, why did I even come?

I'm walking in the house as I see him,

"Nash?" What's all I could get out, I'm standing here not knowing what to do, should I go hug him? Should I leave?
I couldn't help it but cry, tears were rolling down my face and everything got blurry

"Alyssa, how are you baby?" He says while coming towards me

I take steps back because I don't know what to do, I'm so mad yet I want to hug him so tight

"Alyssa, you have every right to be mad at Me, I know I have a lot of explaining to do just give me a Chance and I'll tell you everything"

I'm standing here thinking of everything that's happened between us, then I realized, before I hung up on Cam a few weeks ago he said he had something else to tell me about Nash and it sounded serious...

60 VIEWS IN MY FIRST CHAPTER OMG !! Anyways don't give up on me yet! I promise it's getting so much better, you have no idea what's coming ;) LOVE YA!