I live in the U.S. and we just got in quarantine where we have to stay in our houses. if it's an emergency like where we have to go get food or something we can go out. It just makes we think it's a new apocalypse because we can't go outside. Nobody's outside driving cars like they usually are and it's fucked up my head even more than I already was.
I was already depressed enough with the ability to go outside whenever I wanted now I'm stuck in the one place that I go to to get away from the depressing thoughts. It has now become a place that I go for depressive episodes. I also can't see the few things that distracted me from everything in the world, my friends, my boyfriend. I can't go anywhere with them.
I know many of people are probably going through the exact same thing. I just thought I need to share what I feel through something. Maybe other people who feel the same will understand.
