The room was hot, the two boys making out. Both of them knew no feelings were there but continued for their own pleasure.
The secret encounter to discover there sexuality. They both deeply question.
One of the boy had someone they were attracted to. But they wanted to discover there sexuality before trying anything.
The kiss between the boys deepen as one of them found themselves on the others lap.
The other boy was lonely. He was quite. He had offered to help his friend.
The kissed stopped. The boys gasping for air. The lonely boy was eager to continue. He felt this was the closes thing to love he'll get.
"Thank alvaro, you helped me alot" the taller boy spoke. Alvaro slide of his lap. He rolled his eyes. He knew that meant this was coming to an end.
"I'm ready to ask kai out, I accept myself now" mattia continued.
"Are you sure?" Alvaro question not making eye contact. He had gotten up fixing his bootie shorts. Mattia's eyes trailed him.
"Yea" mattia said simply. He got up hugging alvaro. "I hope you find him" was the last thing he said before leaving.
"Me too" alvaro muttered to himself. He turned off his lights turning on his LED lights. The color red filled the room. It reminds alvaro of blood. Which flashes dark memories and thoughts. It honestly intrigued him.
The darkness always drew him in. He opened his bathroom door. It was connected to his room. He matched the lights then ran a scorching hot shower. He liked how the water stung his skin.
He had slowed+reverb music playing softly. Tears slowly fell down his face. A sad smile stuck on his face while his eyes felt stuck together.
All his attention on his breathing. He stood right under the water. The conditioner and soap washing off his body.
"One day, I'll be okay" he said this everyday. He knows he wont magically feel better one day. But he liked the darkness he felt as much as he hated it.
The boy finished showering and got into his bed. He wore nothing but boxers and an oversized hoodie. To cover scars of his past. He hated his body but he couldn't do anything about it.
Alejandro p.o.v
I spat out blood. A smile still on my face. I didnt feel the pain. Was this normal. I dont care either way.
I received another blow to my stomach. I decided to fight back. I pinned the guy to a wall. I took all the anger inside of me and hit him with all my strength.
I repeatedly hit him until he begged for me to stop. I chuckled. I hit the guy once more before walking to my car. I liked my lips surprised by the taste of blood. Son of a bitch got me good.
I drove to this new house. New Jersey doesnt seem bad. I felt like this place would be good for me.
When I got home I heard sobs. My face instantly soften. "Momma, I'm home. I'm sorry I took so long" she wiped her eyes.
" you need to stop scaring me like this. Alejandro did you get into a fight?" I nodded. I loved my mom. Her and my brother is all I got.
"I tried not fighting but my anger- I'm sorry mama. Where's my room" she pointed upstairs. I nodded going upstairs. I opened the door to a pretty big room.
I layed in my bed eyeing all the boxes. "I'll unpack tomorrow" I told myself. I walked into my bathroom. I need a shower.
》》》》》》》》》》》》 》》》》》 First chapter
I like it, hopefully you will
This chapter is pretty short. And I usually don't write in third person.
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