Chapter 1

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Chapter 1

Ring Ring...

The alarm buzzed and it was time for me to get up. I sat up and yawned. It was a Monday, I'd never liked 'em, mostly because that meant the weekend my favorite 2 days, were over. Monday also meant it was time to face what was at school. The teenagers, with their horomones, and their weed, and all that stuff. Constantly being called, a slut, I wasn't skinny enough, for them. I'd never even come in to contact with a boy. That's why I didn't understand how they saw me as a slut. I'd always call myself fat in front of my sister, and she'd disagree with me, but when I looked in the mirror, I saw an ugly person, a very very ugly person. Luckily, it was my last year in that hell hole, and i'd be off to the university, where, at least I hoped everyone was mature. I sat up, and went to the loo, took a shower, brushed my teeth, and slipped into my uniform for school. I went out to my front porch and sat down on a little wooden bench my mum had for ages. I waited patiently for the bus, and when it arrived, I sighed, and went in.

There they were, the obnoxious, and immature teenagers. It was hard to believe they would be set free into the world in less then a year. I walked down the aisle, as I was thrown paper at, and called a slut. It was hard to keep a straight face, but I'd had too, they were like animals, you couldn't show weakness, infact weakness is what they fed off. I slapped a smile on my face and tried to find a seat, noone liked me, not even the nerds. If i'd glance at an empty seat next to them they would put their bag there and block me. I'd tried to sit next to some kid named matthew, who was a total nerd, and he put his leg up on the empty seat next to him. Blocking me. Prick.

I scanned the bus for any open seats, then I saw a very big girl named Lylah, sitting by herself. I casually strolled there and stook a seat. It wasn't really much of a seat, considering how big she was. I took it gratefully, she hadn't rejected me. Maybe we could be friends, I thought. Noone liked her, and noone liked me. Then I remembered, I couldn't be friends with anyone here. They were animals, they'd stab you straight in your back with a dagger, and walk away with a smile. They were cruel. 

The bus ride took forever, it seemed like. I had to choke back tears, the whole way there. Don't cry, skylar, don't give these assholes what they want. I chanted to myself in my head. Relief hit when the bus parked infront of the school. I could finally let out my tears in the bathroom, behind a bush, anywhere. Me and the fat girl Lylah, waited for the seats in front of us to be empty, until we left. I ran to the bathroom, where noone was, and sunk down the ground. I let it all out, my tears everything.

Then I heard some footsteps coming. I tried to gather myself quickily but it wasn't quick enough. In front of me stood, Brittany, Courtney, and Amy. They were popular, everyone loved them. If this was the movie Mean Girls, they'd be the plastics. They were all stunningly skinny, it was disgusting. "Aww, is little Skylar crying?" Brittany said, and made a pouty face, Courtney and Amy laughing. "I hope you die, you fucking slut." Brittany spat at me, and they all walked away laughing. I held in my tears. They aren't worth it, Skylar. You're better than that. I stood up and checked the time, I was late for class. Shit, shit, shit. I ran to my class, and the teacher had locked the door. I peeked through the window, and everyone was in their seats, even Brittany and her little minions.

I knocked on the door, hesitantily. The teacher came and opened the door, "What is your reason for being late, Miss.Faraj?" He asked. "Um, well" I glanced over and Brittany, and she mouthed, 'he'll never believe you' and winked. "Um, well.." I bit my lip. He looked at me and raised his eyebrows, " I stopped to get some water, I don't feel very well." I lied, I lied horribly, and he noticed. "That is no excuse, you know what time to be in class, find a seat, young lady." I nodded and found a seat.

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