Descendants 3 Carlos X Reader

Happier

Sunfire's POV

I couldn't stop thinking about Cameron saving my life, why would he want to save me? Sure he says he loves me but I don't think it's true.

Honestly, I think Cameron would be happier if I left him. He was happier before he left me, but now I think he wants me gone.

Sure there's gonna be people telling me "Cameron does love you, if he didn't, why would he save you from getting hit from that train?"

He wanted to leave me there,I know he did. Deep down inside he wants me dead. All he has to do is tell me to kill myself, and I'll do it.

He'll be happier without me in his life, yeah.

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Lately, I've been, I've been thinking, I want you to be happier~

When the morning comes, and we see what we become

In the cold light of day, we're a flame in the wind, not the fire that we've begun.

Every argument, every word we can't take back.

Cause with all that has happened I think we both know the way this story ends.

Then only for a minute, I want to change my mind cause this just don't feel right to me.

I wanna raise your spirits, I want to see you smile but know that means I'll have to leave.

Lately, I've been, I've been thinking, I want you to be happier.

When the evening falls, and I'm left there with my thoughts.

And the image of you being with someone else, well it's eating me up inside.

But we ran our course, we pretended we're ok.

Now, if we jump together, at least we can swim far away from this wreck we made.

Then only for a minute, I want to change my mind cause this just don't feel right to me.

I wanna raise your spirits, I want to see you smile, but know that means I'll have to leave.

Lately, I've been, I've been thinking, I want to see you happier, even though I might not like this, I know that you'll be happier. I want you to be happier~.

So, I'll go, I'll go, I'll go go, so I'll go, I'll go, I'll go go.

Lately, I've been, I've been thinking, I want you to be happier~.

"I'm sorry, Cameron." I said softly.

I went upstairs and sat on the bed, with a knife in my hand.

I held the blade up to my wrist and cut a few lines.

After a few cuts, I put the knife down and put on a long sleeve light sweater.

I heard the door open as Cameron came in.

"Hey baby." Cameron said as I ran up to him and hugged him. "Hey where were you?" I asked as Cameron explained he was at a premier. "Oh" I said.

I avoided eye contact with Cameron as he made me look at him and said "Hey, is something bothering you? We can talk if you want."

"Cameron, how would you feel or react if I left?" I asked.

"Sunfire, I would be heart broken, and you would have no idea how much I would miss you." Cameron said.

"So, you don't hate me?"

"Sunfire, of course not, your my girlfriend, my lover. I would never want you to leave."

I softly whimpered in pain as Cameron asked if I was ok.

"Are you ok?"

"Yea, I'm ok, promise."

"But, Cameron, what do you see in me that makes you want to love me? I'm not perfect, I'm stressed, suicidal, mentally unstable, I feel like I'm going insane." I said as I buried my face in Cameron's shirt.

"Hey, babe, it's gonna be ok, I promise, I know it's terrible now, but I promise it will get better, you just have to wait. You're gonna suffer a bit but trust me, its worth it in the end, it will get better." Cameron said as he wrapped his arms around me.

"I feel safe with you, Cameron, just- everything about you I love, you would do anything to keep me safe and sane." I said as I was still hugging Cameron and I didn't wanna let go. Ever.