you gave me up
you gave me love
you gave me life
you gave me up
you gave me tears
you cried for me when i was invisible
you held my hand you said there was nothing i should fear
you lifted me and made me smile
i didn't think that you were real
you took offense but i knew better
silly boy silly girl nothing is ever real
you should have seen her
she looked like you
you never cared and that's okay
i don't fear anything because nothing is ever real
but i could have sworn
when i held her in my arms
she felt so real
you gave me up
i gave me up
i gave her up
that was a lie
up was a facade
the way i call them
i call them every night
my sleeping pills
