part of my life - changlix stray kids angst ff

FINAL

2029

years has passed, changbin never left his house. he's always took care of felix, even if he's slowly dying. this time, felix couldn't even speak or even walk properly. he's always in the bed, waiting for changbin to feed him. he truly loved him, he really do. he would do anything for him.

"felix, you're feeling good?" he asked. took a while for felix to respond with a nod. it was almost 5 years and it felt like only 5 minutes. closer to felix's death. changbin got up and opened the curtains. "it's almost 12, let's watch the fireworks shall we?" changbin said, sitting next to felix.

"HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!"

"binnie, the fireworks looks so beautiful..." felix said. "yeah, i can't wait to spend this year with you.." changbin kissed felix's lips. smiling.

"such beautiful fireworks isn't it?" changbin asked and looked at felix. he widened his eyes. felix looks so lifeless. "felix? wake up, felix??" he shakes felix and tears started forming on his eyelids. he started texting everyone as he carried felix bridal style. rushing and running out from the house. running towards the hospital. "felix.. no..." changbin sobbed. he kept running and it just feels so numb. everyone around him feeling happy while he felt so miserable. felix. his one and only. 'he can't leave me yet. please... felix no !!' he kept thinking as he arrived at the hospital. "EMERGENCY !! PLEASE I NEED HELP, MY BOYFRIEND !!!!" he screamed. the others finally arrived as felix was taken to the emergency room. "changbin.." hyunjin patted his shoulder as he started crying. "he.. he can't just..." changbin sobbed and dropped on his knees. covering his face as he poured down loads of tears. "i'm so sorry..." chan said as he hugged him. "we'll never leave you behind.. ever.." jeongin said as he also hugged him. everyone hugged him.

"seo changbin, please come to the emergency room" the speakers calling out changbin. "this is it.. i'm gonna say goodbye." changbin said, looking at the others. he smiled weakly, wiping his tears as he left. his legs were shaking while he walks. his heart pounding so much. he couldn't take this anymore.

"i love you felix...."

"where am i.." felix opened his eyes as he sat up, looking around. "isn't this an emergency room? wait, am i dead?!" he panicked for a second but when the doctors come in they said. "oh you're awake. come please." felix was confused but followed the doctors anyway. "what's going on?" he asked. the doctors guide him to the surgery room. the doctor showed him someone laying there, covered with white fabric. the doctor uncovered the person. revealing its face. felix's heart dropped. his tears forming and started falling, running up to the person. "CHANGBIN !!!!" he screamed and shakes him. changbin's body was lifeless. didn't even moved an inch. he passed away. "he donated his heart and brain to you, seems impossible but fortunately it worked." the doctor said. "also, he gave you this." the doctor lends felix a piece of paper.

it's me, changbin. it's so sad that, this is the last time that i will write this letter to you. even so, i want to give you my heart. i love you so much that, i want to give everything for you to be happy. i want to keep you alive. i couldn't stand if you weren't happy or maybe up there. but, if the surgery doesn't work and we're up there together. it would be great. but it seems so horrible that i'm just saying this. but if the surgery worked then, please be happy. i'll always be watching and protecting you.

i love you, felix.

"c-changbin.." he smiled weakly and looks up. "i'll always be happy for you binnie..." he said.

"thank you for being the part of my life.."

- THE END