Love Drunk (Jerrie)

Love Drunk

Perrie's POV

We got in to the studio and I sat down straight away taking out a notebook and a pen. I had a melody stuck in my head and I had to write it down now. I don't think I'd really forget it because every time I look at Jade it gets stuck in my head. Yes, I love Jade and no she doesn't know. She thinks I'm happily dating Zayn, when really it's beards. He's helping me cover up the fact that I love Jade and I'm helping him cover up the fact that he loves Niall. No one knows the truth, not any of One Direction and no one in Little Mix. Especially not Jade. Sometimes I scroll through twitter and people think there is some Ziall action, that they can obviously see Zayn loves Niall. I wonder if people can see that I'm in love with Jade. I hope not because she goes out with Sam and their relationship is so cute. Even I ship it, even though I'm extremely jealous because he has the one thing that I want the most. Jade. Every time I see them together, part of me is happy for her and then the other half is raging with jealousy. My emotions are constantly battling each other. I don't like Sam, I don't know why (apart from the obvious) there's just something dodgy about him. It's almost as if he didn't care about her half as much as she loves him. He's just a stupid boy though, and she's a loved up school girl.

I scribbled in my notebook, lyrics for my melody bouncing around my head. I could feel someone watching me and when I looked up I was met by the most perfect set of brown eyes. I smiled getting lost in them. Jade was sitting at the piano with Jesy and Leigh all a bit stumped. Jades blue hair was wavy and fell just over her shoulder. She had a black bow in the side of her hair which made her look so cute. I smiled. Blue's my favourite colour and I loved that that was the colour Jade picked. Jade seems to like my hair as much as I like hers because it's purple, her favourite colour. Gee I wonder why.

Jade blushed when she realised she had been staring at me. And looked back down at the piano biting her lip. Wait what? She was biting her lip? Surely that means...no Perrie don't do this. Don't fill your head with delusional thoughts. I sighed and got back to writing.

Jade's POV

Perrie had been sat, scribbling on her notebook for hours. Me, Jesy and Leigh were a bit stuck on what to write. I looked at Perrie who's purple hair fell perfectly, she was so beautiful. She would stop every now and then to think and would bite her pen. I watched her do this for a little while. Her lips around the pen were so perfect. They didn't have any lipstick on today but they were a beautiful colour and they looked so soft. I wonder what it would be like to kiss her, her hands travelling along my body that was pressed against hers and...

I snapped out of it when Perrie looked up at me and caught me daydreaming. I smiled and bit my lip. What are you doing Jade? She's in love with Zayn and you're with Sam. Who was I kidding? I didn't love Sam. Sure he's a sweet boy but I don't like boys. I like Perrie. I use Sam to get over Perrie, we've been going out for a year and so far it's not working. I feel bad for leading Sam on. I do like and care about him a lot but I don't know there's just something about Perrie that I cared about more.

"Jade? Jade?" Jesy said. "Stop staring at Perrie."

Oh shit I was doing it again, I could feel my cheeks burning. It didn't matter Perrie didn't look up, she was too concentrated on what she was doing. She had been there for ages and I thought it was time for some fun.