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Yoongi was 1 cm away from puling his hair.They had to finish the album in 10 days.All the lyrics he wrote that day were trash.Nothing was helping him, he had loads of inspiration, so much that his brain was muddled up.But he wasn't able to put it into words and it was frustrating.He hadn't left the studio, in about 3 days.

Sure it wasn't healthy but how could he rest knowing that the deadline was so close and he has yet to write a song that he likes.And as if he didn't have enough burden as it is, it was his intro this time.So, it has to be perfect.

But his goddamned mind was not working and he had loads of work to do.His eyes were also betraying him.He just wanted to die.He was so useless and he couldn't even write a single song, he didn't deserve.At moments like this, his metal health always left him in a dark place which is also one of the reasons he doesn't go outside the studio often.He knew that if anyone of the members saw him like this, they were gonna stop him from being prouctive and he didn't want that.

He knew they would still persuade him to stop even if they didn't outright scold him.The maknae would come in asking him for help with a song or a tune.The actual maknae would smile and ask if he could come sleep with as he was not sleeping well.The cute mochi would just sit there watching him till he stops.The genius would try to persuade him to sleep.While the Sunshine is what he was actually afraid of, he always pulled new tricks out of his bag.Sometimes he guilted the songwriter into sleeping and the other times, he would make promises.Then came his only hyung , who would come and literally pull him into bed without another word or threaten him like he does for the kids.Now he was immune most of the time to all their tricks after having experienced it loads of times over the past coupke of years.However, sometimes he gave in to all of them, just to see their smile on their accomplishments.The one person, he was not immune to was the sunshine.To be honest, he doesn't think any one of  them is immune to the sunshine's charm.

Today also like any other time they came in age wise order except for the fact that he had kicked all of them out and after the maknaes, the sunshine came in.Jung Hoseok came in with freshly made ramen and some soju. Yoongi's mouth was watering just by looking at the food, not only at the food but also at Hoseok. He looked amazing .

"hyung!" he said slightly pouting and giving him the puppy eyes.That Yoongi giving in but the voice in his head kept screaming at him, telling him he wasn't done with the song and he shouldn't give in.

And almost as if he read the Yoongi's mind he reached out to him putting aside the ramen and the drink.He grabbed him and pulled him into his lap.He gave him a soft peck.

"Seokie" he muttered as he smiled lazily but still a smile very content as J-hope whispered sweet things in his ear.He whispered only true things, facts as he said.He praised Yoongi for doing the things he does.He took one long look at the things yoongi wrote and was sure that if Suga  wrote  anymore, then the rest of their songs wouldn't even make it past member checks where all the members read each others work and agree whose they would like to send to the management.Just as he was about tell the grumpy kitten on his lap so, he noticed that the said kitten had dosed off into dreamland while hugging him.

J-hope just smile as he stood up with some slight strain still holding his kitten.Then laid down on the bed still holding him because he knew that his hyung would wake up panicking if he even moved an inch.

They both fell asleep after some time , still hugging each other.The ramen had grown cold with time but the soulmates in the room were content and happy for the first time in a couple of days.




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⏰ Last updated: Mar 25, 2020 ⏰

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