Losing the last jigsaw

$8- Answer me

Sorry Guys, this chapter is really bad, but I tried.....

Holly’s POV

When I woke up, I could feel a body snuggled up against me. I instantly thought it was Shannon and kissed her on her head. She looked up at me, and I realised she was Jessica. She saw the look on my face and shuffled over a bit. I didn’t know how we ended up cuddling on the bed. She stretched out her hands and I felt her hand brush against my shoulder. I felt an electric vibe brushing through me. I knew that my lips were craving to touch hers. Then, I looked at my wall, and saw a picture of me and Shannon together. I felt as extremely guilty. How could I do this to Shannon? She loves me so much and this is how I repay her.

I needed to have a chat with Shannon or Jessica. If I talked to Jessica that means that I still ‘love’ Shannon. If I spoke to Shannon that meant that I and she were finished. I can’t stop my feelings for Jessica. It is really annoying how she makes me stutter and make me hungry for her. I probably think this will be the last time I see Jessica anyways, so why don’t I make things clear about Shannon and I to her.

I never realised that I had spent an hour thinking things through. I hear a yawn coming from beside me, so I started to sit up, making her head slide down my body to my lap. It scared me a bit, when she just jumped up not knowing where she was. Then she turned around and saw my face. I saw a flash of guilt and sadness in her. She was so easy to read. Yesterday night had started to rush back into me. I knew I felt something for Jessica, but I didn’t know what it was. I felt safe and warm around her. With Shannon, I felt loved. That was about it.  I knew that Jessica was only a onetime thing, but at the same time, I wish it wasn’t. Even if I wasn’t slightly cheating on Shannon, I still want to end things with her.

I got out of bed, feeling a pair of pierced hazel eyes staring into my back. From a distance, I caught sight of my phone and went to it. I could hear it buzzing a million times a second.

I unlocked my phone and went straight to my messaging. It was really peculiar, because I had over 5 million unknown numbers. Probably a glitch. I started scrolling and saw the messages from Scarlett:

‘OMG, I TOLD YOU NOT TO FALL IN LOVE WITH SHANNON’

‘LOOK WHAT SHE HAS DONE’

‘HELLO?’

‘CAN YOU PLEASE ANSWER ME’

‘HOLE, SHE HAS POSTED YUR FUCKIN NUMBER ON THE SOCIAL MEDIA. THERE IA A FUCKIN PIC OF THAT BITCH, AND A GUY KISSIN. ‘

‘SHE PLAYED YOU WELL.’

. Finally snapping out of the day dream, I realised that Jessica had ran out of the room. What happened?

My heart stung in pain. I could tell my eyes starting to redden and water. I couldn’t cry in front of Jessica, I have to be strong. Before I knew it, I ran out of the room and sprinted down the flight of stairs. I didn’t have enough courage to log onto twitter and see what was going on, so I just locked myself in the living room. Shannon cheating on me was a lot to take in. She never loved me. But the sad thing was that I felt guilty too because I feel closer to Jessica then I have ever felt next to Shannon. Why did my heart hurt so much? Why? It couldn’t be because Jessica ran out of the room? NO IT CANNOT BE, SHE IS YOUR BROTHERS GIRLFRIEND AND YOU HAVE ONLY MET HER FOR A DAY. My consciences finally over powered me, and I gave up and believed I was in love with Shannon.

Jessica’s POV

I woke up this morning, feeling of sunshine peeking through the curtains. I feel a soft pair of secure hands around me. I turned around and saw her. It was Holly. I could feel her get up and walk to the side of the room getting her phone. I could tell she had quite a bit of money. All her clothes were branded and she had an apple phone that I haven’t seen yet. It was probably the iPhone 7 that she personally designed. At night, I could see her phone light up every second. She has to be really busy. I saw as she turned on her huge phone. I could clearly see what she was doing on her phone because of the huge screen. She was texting a girl named Scarlett. I saw a message saying Shannon cheated. I didn’t know if I was happy about this or not. Then, yesterday night rushed back into me. I remembered Oliver. He was up stairs sleeping. Without thinking, I just walked out of the room. I just went to another room next door. I t was filled with different instruments. Holly had awards for music and there were albums with her names all over them. Was Holly a singer?

Downstairs, I heard Oliver making breakfast. He was useless at cooking. I could hear him grunting and the sounds of plates crashing onto the floor. From next door, I heard Holly go downstairs. I waited a few minutes before I went down as well. It was really amazing how I just followed my instincts, and it actually led me the right way to some of the rooms in this house. I was downstairs, and I knocked on the….i think living room door, because I knew Holly was in there. I could hear the TV on. I knocked vigorously, hoping that Holly would open the door for me. Then, I heard someone tap my shoulder. Before I could turn around to see who it was, the door busted open. Holly grabbed my hand and dragged me to the dining table. I soon saw Oliver following behind me. He was the one that tapped my shoulder. We all sat around the table and I felt Olivers foot tap against mine.

He looked down at his plate of food and started talking in a really silent voice.

“I’m so so sorry babe, I was drank too much yesterday night. Please forgive me; I won’t drink in my life again.”

I knew that he wasn’t going to keep his promise, so I just gave him a hard stare.

“You don’t believe me do you? Babe, there is something that I have meaning to tell you. You seemed so stressed out so…..so…..”

I had never seen Oliver so vulnerable before. He seemed like an ant wanting to get back to its nest. I waited for his explanation. I could see that every time Oliver said Babe to me, she cringed. A little smile appeared on my face. I tried to hide it from Oliver. He continued

“Well, you know the apartment and the car. The mortgage tax is due for three months. I haven’t paid for the rad tax either. My boss had fired me because I had shouted at one of my clients. I’m so sorry, but the land lord said that he’s kicking us out tomorrow. I put our car on a sale website and nobody had put an offer up yet. I put it us as £40,000 pounds. I know that it even more expensive than buying a brand new car, but it’s worth a try. If we get the money, we can pay off all the bills.”

I wanted to answer back, but Holly had got up and said

“What car do you guys have?”

I answered her back, “BMW Series 1 2014”

That was when I realised that yesterday was my last day of driving this beauty. I looked back over at Oliver; he was waiting for answer by me. I didn’t know what to do. Oliver practically raped me even though he’s my boyfriend.