No art, I'm sorry. I'm just providing a ramble today because I need to get this out of my chest at some point. But after this, we back in business!
So I realized that those references I promised the last chapter are gonna take a long time for me to cram into one chapter. Especially when there is a photo limit.
Darn photo limit.
But do not worry! Because I'm thinking of making another book dedicated to my characters!
I figured it'd be more organized for all of ya'll and for me especially. This drawing book is mostly gonna contain stupid and complicated art while the other book is mainly for explaining the characters a little.
I am aware that I did do an OC book a long time ago that for some reason I deleted (I still don't remember why tbh.), but since I established a better art style and polished stories (I'd say The Realities Squad but idk I'll let you be the judge.)
I even did a whole Tumblr account for these character references but I didn't upload anymore because I am honestly more fearful of uploading my art on Tumblr than on this platform. There are many reasons but I'm not gonna list them.
So yeah, why you making it a big deal Kat?
Well, it honestly isn't a big deal. I just feel that my inactiveness over the years is punching me in the face right now. Because I felt that my story should've been done like last year.
It even hurts me when the stuff I promised for some people is taking way longer than expected.
With life hitting me in the face including my terrible habit of procrastinating, I feel like I'm not doing enough.
But I think the reason why I procrastinate is partly that I feel like I'm burdening people with my passion. Weird thought, right? But it's true.
My account has been based solely on The Realities Squad so much that I feel like I should be doing something else. But it always comes back to TRS.
I mean, technically, TRS is a self-insert story. Nobody in the media takes those kinds of stories lightly. And even in the beginning, I didn't want to upload this story.
Talking, drawing, and writing this story is what makes me happy, so knowing ya'll actually like my stuff is still somewhat taboo for me.
Like, what do people even like about the story? I'm always scared to ask because I figured people would think I'm fishing for compliments or I'm trying to make this all about me. But that's not it. I assure you.
I thought it's partly because of some IRL friends that are in the story, but I hope to believe I made some other people I don't know enjoy it. I hope.
But I'm not sure.
I'm not asking for you to comment and vote on everything I do. I just wrote this to get this outta my chest somehow.
TRS is my pride and joy and I'm willing to still write it, but if ya'll are bored with it, I can always think of something else original.
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So yeah. Thank you for reading through my rambles going into different directions lol. I love you guys, especially for the IRL Squad members.
Since I'm being held hostage in my own home, I'll try to get some stuff done! It sucks not being outside. But I feel more confident finishing these projects now that I have more time at home.
So yeah. Thanks for reading!
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Psst.
Here's a pic of the Human Monkey's children. RIP to her but I know I'm the better mom here. Providing the content for her. smh. jk, I love drawing other people's characters don't worry.
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(Zeus is a cowboy prove me wrong.) (also yes that dragon plush is Dan sue me.)
