Toxic Love

Appointment

Anastasia

Today is my two month check up for the baby and I still haven't told the baby's father nor my mother.

The minute she find out imma be out her house in a flash.

Rita was sitting next to me in the clinic waiting for my name to be called.

"Anastasia Riley" the nurse called out.

I stand up and so did rita.

"That's me"

She looked at her clipboard and told me to go in the room and the doctor would be right there.

We walked in the room and sat on the bed waiting for the doctor.

Soon or later a female doctor came in.

"Hi my name is Dr Pepper ill be your doctor for this whole journey. So here it's telling me your two mouth pregnant." Dr Pepper said while looking at her clipboard.

I nodded my head.

"Ok so just lay down and imma put the jelly on your stomach so we can see that lovely baby of yours" she said as she got all of her equipment ready.

I lift up my shirt to the bottom of my breast and then I felt her rub the jelly thing on my tummy. That shit was extremely cold.

"Ok here's your baby." Doc said.

On the screen I saw a lil nugget there it was the size of my fist. Rita was amazed that there was a living thing in me I was amazed to.

Dr Pepper first everything and told me my baby was healthy and that she will prescribe me some vitamins to take.

I said thank you and left. As we got in the car we drives to McDonald's because I was hungry as hell right now.

As we got the we ordered our food and sat down.

"So how do you feel bout this baby" rita asked.

I sighed.

"I really don't know I feel like I wouldn't be a good mother enough to take care of the baby and I really don't wanna end up like my mother."

"First of all wipe ya mouth ya talking shit right now and second of all what you mean you won't be a good enough mother? You do realize that your not alone." Rita said.

I nodded my head.

"Look you have me my mom and my dad you could even have ya baby daddy if you decide to even tell him" she said.

"Shoots that's another thing I doubt he gin believe me cause you know how niggas is go he gin be like that ain't his baby."

"We could only hope for the best my friend" rita said.

I sighed deeply. We finished eat our food and she dropped me home. I walked inside just to find my mother on the couch with some dude.

I rolled my eyes and was bout to go up the stairs but I was stopped.

"Aye lil girl you don't have any manners aye?" Crack head asked.

Yeah I do call my mother crack head cause she is a real life crack head.

"Aye crack head ya ever stop taking crack?"

She smacked her lips.

I rolled my eyes and continue my way up them stairs. I walked in my room and look the door cause I really don't need no creepy as man in my room at night.

I laid on my bed and looked at the ceiling what a long day.