Back where it all started (ON HOLD)

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  Chapter 1

Life,

Life is wonderful, its magnificent and magical and even though ‘fate's a bitch’, life is awesome, it only becomes hard and boring because you choose to let people and incidents bring you down, sure some things hurt greater than others, like when my grand-mother died I was devastated, I was so sad that I grieved silently and started to lose myself, I became cold-hearted and cold towards others, I was really close to her closer than anyone including my mother, she knew my fears, my hopes and dreams and she knew how to make me smile like no one else.

My grand-mother always used to say“ when someone in you life leaves let them leave because if they’re meant to, thy  would have stayed," that saying stuck by me when I was grieving and when I was at my worst.

Then one day the pain didn’t hurt anymore and slowly as the days passed, I started being nicer and a lot more respective towards others and the pain started to drift away, surprisingly people understood  and they forgave me.

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I stared at the number of boxes in my apartment, wishing everything was already placed and organised.

I looked around the apartment, thinking that this was going to be my home for the next few years of my very-complicated-never-leaving drama life, the apartment had cream walls, very modern white and brown furniture, the tv was brand new, a 52inch that I had bought knowing there was going to be a small gap in my savings.

Instead of Un-packing my stuff, I went out to eat, after a five-hour flight non-stop from L.A to California i was starving, and I had a really good sense that I wouldn’t be leaving soon.

After walking around for 10/15mins  trying to ignore people’s awkward stares at me and trying to figure out what was where, i finally found a burger place and went in, you would think that for a person who had lived here nearly half her life would have known where everything was. WRONG!

After all that partying and drinking I done During the last two years really screwed up my  mind.

I ordered a veggie-rap and fries with a lemonade, Yeah i’m a vegetarian, killing animals just disgusts me.

when I finished, I called for the waiter and asked him for my bill. When it finally came the waiter kept eyeing like I was in the menu under the dessert section. The waiter was cute average short brown hair, green eyes and about 5”9.

Deciding to put him out of his misery I gave him my number and said to him “call me some time”. In truth I wasn’t trying to lead him on, I would have defiantly have gone for him, but I had enough boys in my life and besides I wasn’t looking for a relationship just yet.

When I left the burger place I decided to drop by my parent’s house.

I was so nervous like what was I supposed to tell them, ’sorry mom, my boyfriend hasn’t changed and you were right and I should have followed your advice on staying away from him, Oh and I left because of the heart-break and that’s why I haven’t called or dropped by in the last two years, so what are we having for dinner?’.

Yeah that would be  a great dinner conversation, not awkward at all. 'Note the scrasam'.

As I reached the house I became even more nervous.

I knocked on the door and I heard voices on the other-side and I began to worry, thinking of how things haven’t changed, they are still  argument’s, which still to this day frightened me.

The door opened and there stood a woman in her 20’s who had next to nothing on. "Who are you and What do you want?” she demanded.

Shock, rage and anger covered my emotions all over all that nervousness went out the window when she opened the door, ‘How dare he?’ I asked myself. How dare my dad cheat on mom again after all he put her through?

Before I could say something I heard a deep masculine voice and it said “Who is it sweetie?”.

I came face to face with a  brown haired man, ends of his hair was turning grey, he had light brown eyes. It took me a full second to realise that it was my dad.

“Kylie….”

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jazz