Earned It

Chapter One: The fantasy

"GET UP y/n. YOUR LATE FOR SCHOOL!!" 

you hear your mother yelling from down the stairs.

"Hurry the bus is here!" 

You get out of bed and look out the window.

 "Omg i'm gonna be so late"

 I hop out of bed and throw on sweatpants and a sweatshirt quickly. 

"I hope today goes quickly. I can't be seen in school dressed like this."

 I say to myself as I look in the mirror all disheveled. I run downstairs and my mom hands me my lunch. 

"Have a great day sweetie" she says as I run out the door trying to catch the bus. 

I open the door but as I do the bus drives away. "WAIT!!!" I yell as I'm running toward the bus. It just keeps going as I am half way down the block now. I begin to walk back to my house when a car pulls up next to me. It's a BMW only the richest people have BMWs. 

The silver bmws window rolls down..."need a lift"

 I have heard that deep sexy voice before.. I look into the window. Its my music teacher, Mr. Styles. I try to cover my disheveled outfit... I look down nervously. 

"Yeah i could use a ride. Thank you mr. styles." I open the passenger seat and sit beside him. 

He is wearing a blue button down shirt and tie and black pants. He has such a chiseled jawline. mY heart starts to race as I stare at his perfect lips. What could this be. He's just my teacher... I can't be having these thoughts. My eyes wander to his bright green eyes and get lost in thought... "Having a rough morning" he says in his deep voice. 

If he only knew. Ever since my dad left I haven't been getting enough sleep. "Yeah haha slept in a little late." 

"are you ready for auditions for after school today?" omg i totally forgot i have auditions after school today for the play. 

"Yeah im ready as I will ever be." he winks at me. 

The butterflies come back. I can't control them and I begin to shake in the passenger seat. 

"Are you cold. I'll raise the heat in the car and put your seat warmer on." 

"haha thanks" I look out the window. 

He puts some music on for us as we drive. (Earned it by the Weeknd plays) I hear Mr. Styles humming along to the song from the fifty shades of grey soundtrack. Me and my mom watch that movie all the time ever since dad left. I begin to hum along with him. 

"You know this song?" he asks. "Yeah it's from my favorite movie... it's 'earned it' by the Weeknd from the fifty shades of grey movie."

 "Oh You've seen that film? I would give it a 4.8/5 stars. It didnt have enough sex for me" Mr. Styles says. 

 I look at his crotch expanding. I begin to get nervous again but we pull into the school parking lot. He pulls up to the front of school. 

"I'll let you out here and let you go. I have to...umm... deal with some things. I'll see you in my class fifth period." 

"See you later mr. Styles." 

What was that about? Was he getting excited about me or thinking about the movie? It does turn me on everytime I watch it. I wish someone would dominate me like that. I walk into school still thinking his crotch then I hear Shannon calling my name. 

Shannon has been my best friend since the first grade. She knows everything about me... even the fact that i'm still a virgin. Shannon and her boyfriend james have sex all the time and she tells me all about it. She says he dominates her all the time and it turns her on so much. I wish I had a boyfriend like that. Sometimes I fantasize about having my hair pulled. 

"Hey y/n!!! How was your night!!" she exclaims. She is always so energetic and fun. I wish i could be like her. Sadly, I am more shy and introverted. 

"It was good I just watched fifty shades again with my mom." 

"HAHA you love that movie." James comes walking over and says hi.

 He is tall, dark and handsome AND captain of the football team. James kisses Shannon hello. I wish that was me that was being kissed by my bf.

 "Alright I have to get to class. I'll see you guys at lunch, 6th period."

 I walk to class still thinking about having a bf. I don't think I will ever get anyone to like me tho because of how shy I am. I always get so nervous around boys. I want my bf to be strong and know exactly what he wants... that's such a turn on. 

I sit through four classes and now it's time for my class with Mr. Styles. I haven't seen him since this morning but I haven't stopped thinking about him and his sexy features. I walk into his class and sit in my usual seat in the back. 

Mr. Styles walks in as the bell rings. "Hello class." he says as we lock eyes. " I am gonna start by taking attendance." He begins to list all the names. 

He pauses when it's my turn. "y/n" "present" we lock eyes and he winks at me. After a pause he continues reading the names. He has never winked at me like that before. In class?? In front of everyone?? I ask to use the bathroom and I leave. I begin to shake again thinking about mr. styles. 

What is this power he has over me. Everytime we interact I cannot control myself. I begin to shake and my heart pounds out of my chest. I wish he was pounding me instead of my heart. I calm myself down and head back to class. 

Class goes normally for the rest of the time as he teaches us about the history of music origins on greece. How romantic. Greeks always had the best music and romance. The bell rings and I begin to pack up my books. Another student bumps into me and I drop my stuff all over the floor. He leaves and laughs with his friends. It's Pat Sacco. He's on the football team and a HUGE DICK. 

I began to pick up my books and mr. style comes over to help me. Our hands touch as we reach for my stuff. No one is in the class anymore. We both look up at the same time. Our eyes meet. You can feel the tension between us. 

My heart starts pounding. his hand slides up my arm as we both stand. His grip is making me shake. I have never been held like this before. The only time I've been held down is by my dad. 

I am triggered and shake him off of me. I ran out of the room crying. I head to the lunch room and see Shannon and james. They see me crying and take me outside the school. I can't tell them about what just happened. 

"What's wrong babe. Why are you crying?" Shannon says. I just got triggered thinking about my dad again. 

"It's okay love, I'm here for you." She hugs me. They are the only two who know what happened with my dad...