where were you (Jacob Perez story)

bloody arms

here you go Jacob

thanks umm could you show me around after this

yea sure and no problem I said as I was beginning to walk away

once I was half way down the hall I was stopped by vanessa

bitch let's get something strait he is mine so stay away from him if you don't I will kill you do you hear me you stupid bitch

yes I hear you

good now continue on

I walked down the hall ready to cry I can't have any thing nothing at all I just hate myself

I decided that I should just go home i didn't want to stay here so left I began walking down the street I didn't have my glasses on because they broke so I could barely see but I knew where I was going I just walked the road until this boy stoped me

hey ma you beautiful

I just ignored him and keep walking until a different one stoped me

you baby let me get you number

now I was creeped out so I began speed walking

I was finally home and I was not at all feeling good about my self because everything that vanessa says is true

I went in my room the first thing I looked for was my friend the razor he already made me feel better

when I found it I want in the bathroom and turned the water on I striped out of my clothes and got into the tub I sat down and relaxed then I started thinking about what happened today and grab the razor slowly bring it to my skin leavening to long lines with blood pouring out it felt so good so I did it two more times it felt really nice to let all my problems and troubles go then her talking about my mom I started to cry thinking about her I missed her so much when she died this was all I had a razor and my dad didn't give a Shit all he did was drink

and I hated him for it all the blood pored out in to the tub and I just sat in it until I heard keys and I knew my dad was home