I AM NOT LIKE HIM

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" You are nothing like me", said he

The person who was supposed to protect me

from all the evils of this world

Who was supposed to teach me all the good things

With whom I was expected to be close

And tell him little secrets right from my childhood

"You are nothing like me", said my dad.


Once he said," are you even my daughter?"

I  looked at him with my big innocent eyes

And giggled

But he didn't

Instead, he continued

"You share no traits  of mine

how can I acknowledge you as my daughter"

But how could I understand all those harsh comments

Intended towards me

While all I could figure out is that-

Maybe he is praising me

But my thought was far from reality.


Whenever I tried to understand me

My attempts all went in vain

In the years of my growth and emotional development

I was busy going to darker corners every day

Where no one would be able to read my mind

And I could pour my eyes out.

I lacked what others easily got

But maybe it was meant to be like that.


After all these years when I look back

All I can feel is a deep void

A missing part of my life

That was supposed to be bright 

As the shooting star

But somehow it became a moonless night

With no hope left to see the end of the tunnel.


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