My Best Friend...Jesse Underhill

Part 1

JU- mom this is so hard!
I said pulling at my bleached curls while my mom watched me from the kitchen.
Jmom- i know baby, things like this are never easy
JU- I can't go out, I can't just talk to her about anything, I can't even laugh with her anymore about all  things we've been through.
Jmom- jesse-
JU- what if she never recovers? What if it'll never be the way it was before?
Jmom- don't say that, she's already learning a few of the things you used to do
JU- mom it's been three months! How is she just remembering our names after three months?!
I don't know if i can do th-
y/n- jesse..
I looked up to see y/n coming down the stairs, she had just woken up from her nap and was rubbing her eyes.
JU- hey cutie, what's up?
y/n- you left your phone upstairs
She handed it to me, i smiled and engulfed her into a big hug, i felt her sigh into my chest.
JU- whats wrong baby?
y/n- i want to go on a walk
She said looking down,
JU- okay lets do that
I took her hand, and we walked outside. As we walked I tried to keep a conversation going, but of course she didn't remember anything, so I just left it at that. After a while she spoke up,
y/n- jesse
JU- hm?
y/n- who's sofia?
JU- wdym?
Y/n's pov
His eyes showed a sense of worry,
y/n- she was calling you, that's what woke me up.
JU- oh she's just one of my friends
y/n- jesse, it may seem like i don't remember everything, but i'm not stupid
JU- y/n we're just friends, and she probably called to hangout
y/n- yeah and you know what's funny? she only wants to hangout at night, and if you're going to just hangout, why do you dress up so nicely? I must be rubbing off on you, because it seems as though you forgot that my window is very close to yours. I see you all the time, getting ready for her. I see you putting condoms in your back pocket. I see you trying to hide the gifts you buy for her. I see when you don't get home until early in the morning. I see it all Jesse!
I said with anger and hurt in my voice. He was speechless,
y/n- and the worst part is how she's cheated on you before.
JU- she's not like that anymore...wait, you remember that?
Y/n- yes Jesse I remember everything! I'm your girlfriend! And you're cheating on me
JU- how long have you had your memory?
Y/n- why does that even matter?!
I said as my eyes watered,
JU- how fucking long?!
He yelled, his voice got deeper making me shudder
Y/n- a few weeks
JU- are you fucking kidding me? You could've told me!
Y/n- and you could've told me that you didn't wanna deal with me anymore instead of just cheating on me. But noooo, when things get hard for Jesse he moves onto something easier. Trying to help me remember everything was too hard for you, so you went to someone else, someone who didn't need to depend on you and could give you a quick fuck!
I screamed at him with hot tears running down my cheeks, his eyes watered, he tried to pull me into a hug and I backed away from him
Y/n- dont touch me!
He stepped back, guilt written all over his face.
Y/n- I wouldn't do this to you if the roles were switched, i couldn't even imagine hurting you the way you've been hurting me....and to think, i always thought you'd be the last human on this earth that would hurt me. Thanks for really opening my eyes Jesse, I'm done.
By now he was crying,
JU- y/n...
Y/n- do me a favor and stay out of my life!
I yelled at him, then stormed away, leaving him there. Alone.