Fanfiction

Chapter 11

I wanted to sit and talk to Sammy and tell him I was sorry but he had to catch his flight. I walked with him out to skates car. As we were walking, I grabbed sammys hand and stopped. "Sammy. I can't go on like this." I said feeling angered, upset, mad. "What do you mean." Sammy said a little worried. "I mean, I can't keep partying to get you off my mind, I can't go get high, or do whatever shit I have to do to get you off my mind." I said confused in a way. "Well don't. Y/n were good now?" He said confident. I just looked at him and said "I love you." He just looked at me and started walking to the car. I was confused on why he didn't say it back. Did I do something wrong? Do I have something on my face? Does he like Ashly? As he was getting into the car I said "bye, have a safe flight, I love you." He just said "thanks." I looked at him with the face that speaks wtf? He said "something wrong." I had to speak up or I'd be a wreck for a week. "Yeah something is." I said upset. "What is it." He said. "Do you love me." I asked ashamed of myself. "Y/n.. Really? Come on now." Sammy said suspiouisly. "Dude wrap it up we gotta go." Skate said worried about the plane leaving. "Bye" Sammy said looking at me. I just turned around and started walking for my apartment building. I opened my apartment door. I ran to my room as tears escaped from my eyes. I could feel the warm tears fall down my face. I just wanted to get him off my mind again. But how?