Jily: Genderbent

Sweet dreams

Jamies POV
I cant believe im attending an event like this, let alone one for my parents. I wondered what happened that night they died. Were thye close to eachother, fighting for eachother? Or were they far apart, driven away by deatheaters so they couldnt spend their final moments together. The funeral is tomorow. Me and sarah are leaving in the morning. She was just as devestated as I am. They didn't just take her in, they raised her. They raised her with more love than even her own parents could give her. When the news of her gryfindoor choosing was announced her family practically disowned her.  Thats he year we met We've been inseperable ever since. But now she has no one but me and the maurders. I dont know if serena is going to attend. Shes lost so much, i dont think she can stand the sight of watching someone else leave her. When you attend the funeral, you knwo that its real, that then end really has come. Even when deep in your heart you know someones gone, when you choose not to see, there is still some hope for a bright future. I just need someone tell me its aright.

Lukes thoughts: You gotta be alright potter

*The next day*

Jamie woke up in a cold sweat, form a restless night. terrible nightmares invaded her mind about her parents and friends. And in her dream there was nothing she could do excet watch eveything she loved fall apart. Serena hasn't left her room in about a day but has been excused from classses until further notice. Jamie decended down the winding staircase of her dorm and meets evans gaze with a dry and hazed glance before dropping her head. She lets her glasses slide to the bridge of her nose, not bother to push them up as usual. Luke meets her at door of the common room.

Luke: Potter, are you going alone?

Jamie: Yes i think i am. Sarah isn;t up for it. I tried hard ot get her to leave her room. But she won;t budge and I can't force her, so yeah I guess its just me..

Jamie realized she had ben rambling and trailed off before meeting Luks eyes. They were so empathetic and deep, they glowed wit understadning and the only thing she wanted to do was hug him until the day was over. Her heat ached, but she knew she had to hold it together, she was already to vulnerable and lost in front of him once, she wouldn't let it happen again.

Luke: Would you like me to accompany you? If you wouldn't mind, I know we're not exactly friends, thats not what i meant...I mean i know how you feel about me.. Well i thought i did, but thats besides the point I-

Jamie: I would like that very much, Thank you Luke.

Jamies Pov: At the funeral I introduced Luke to the small group who showed. I laughed and I cried as memories and stories were shared between all of us. Luke sat beside me holding my hand when my breath hitched in my throat. He walked just a ittle closer to me when i felt the unfirmilair chill donw my spine. He even comfroted my family, people he had never met before. He was making people smile, and for that I couldnt be more greatful.

*Later in the common room*

Jamie: I just wanted to say thanks Evans, for everything today. It meant alot. But dont think this changes anything, I still dont like you

A small smile creeped on to her lips, something he face had been missing in the last couple hours. Luke gave a small nod back and wished her goodnight.
If only her night were good.

Jamies Dream POV

Where am I?
wait.. Im in my house?...

Down the hall theres a ghostly and fluttery laugh, one that resebles her mother. And then following, a deeper and more hearty chuckle floats through the corridor. Jamie slowly walks towards the sound of her mothers laugh, heart pounding, after every corner she turns shes runing faster and faster. Eventually she comes to a log dark hallway, at the end stands her parents alive and beaming at the sight of their daughter. Jamie run harder than before, but with each step the vision of her parents beacme farther away. Their image and voices distored and deep.

"how could you do this to us?"

"You didnt save us jamie?"

"Its your fault we're gone"

Your fault, your fauly, YOUR FAULT!"

Jamie:NO PLEASE DONT LEAVE IM SORRY IM SO SORRY . PLEASE NO

*dream ends*

Jamie (in the final moments of her dream trnasition to reality) - NO!

Jamie woke up shaking her head poundng and beads of sweat driping off her brow. Her door burst open wit a half asleep Luke, his hair a mess and his eyes droopy. He ran to her side desperate to see if she wa okay. Jamie just sat there, staring and shaking, recounting the events from her dream. Evans reached for her hand and she grasped it tightly, her palms sweaty. Once she caught her breathe Luke stood up to exit her dorm.

Jamie: Please don't leave... Im terrified.... please.

Her voice faltered. She wasn't crying and there was no expression on her face, She felt numb, and paralyzed.

Luke: Alright Potter, I won't eave

Luke laid in jamies bed, holding her close. She stirred a littl at frist and then peacefully nodded off. Her nightmares ceased to happe after this night. Jamie never told anyone why, or denied she even knew, that her nightmares had stopped, but she knew exactly why. For the firt time ever she knew it was gonna be alright.