Oneshots | Ethma

time , <3

song above
emma's pov

"i think it's time we end things." i told ethan. the look ethan gave me, i felt like i had just witnessed his heart break in front of me.

"why?" his voice cracked. i sniffled and scooted closer to him on his bed.

i ran my fingers through his hair, trying to comfort him but he pulled his head back away from me.

i sighed and intertwined my finger together. "all the hate you get on your videos for being around me. i feel like i'm holding you back, and all the hate i get for generally just  being madly in love with you, isn't healthy." i cried. "it's just not meant to be." i tried my best to keep my tears in, but i felt them spilling out at a rapid pace.

"emma, i love you. and i don't care what people think of me or you. i love you. and you've helped me with my dads death so much, and showed me how-" he tried to get out but i cut him off.

"ethan, you and i both know. that being in love and being who we are don't go together. no one wants us to be with one another." i sighed, and wiped some of my tears away.

"emma, please don't leave me." he begged, tears running down his face.

i shut my eyes closed, trying to avoid seeing ethan cry. "i'm sorry, ethan." i told him, honestly.

i got up from the bed and began walking to his door. "emma, please." he cried, running after me. "don't leave me." he begged once more.

"ethan." i warned. he grabbed my small hands in his big hands, trying to hold me back.

"i love you emma, don't do this to us." he whimpered. his eyes still pouring with tears.

i looked up at him, seeing the pain sparkle in his eyes.

tears fell from my face and my heart raced with sadness.

"ethan." i told him. "it's time." i sighed. he slowly let go of my hands.

"i love you." he whispered. we locked eyes, his eyes traced over my face; knowing this was our good bye.

"i love you too." i murmured. he looked down at my words and finally watched me walk out of the door.

i looked back at him, seeing his eyes red and swollen all because of me. i turned back around to his front door and opening it.

i stepped out into the pouring rain, letting it fall onto me. i broke down crying, feeling my heart burst with sadness and regret.

i felt a presence behind me and then a big body pull me into a hug. "i'm right here." Ethan coo'd. i cried into his shirt and let him hold me in the rain.

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tell me why i was crying while writing this bc of the song 😭😭
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