How Do I Stop?

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Michael P.O.V

Let's just say, the rest of the week was hell for me and him. I mean, I force myself not to do anything to him nor give him attention, I can tell he was suffering from the way he just kept moving. He look like an adorable puppy who just wanted some attention from the owner, and God I was so close to giving him attention. To make things even worse, he is the nephew of the principal, which the principal actually called me into his office before I left today.

I was really hoping he didn't find out what me and his nephew been doing as I made it to the office door, cause God it will only raise hell. I walk in and decided to take a seat, holding a little of my breath in.

"Mr.Kenneth, I see that my nephew is starting to fail your class, has their been any problems?" The principal ask with concern in his tone. Clearing my throat, I answered back, "No sir, not that I know of, lately he has just been paying less attention." 'Which is my fault', I thought, keeping that comment in my head.

The principal look at me and sigh, "I see, well it is a problem if my nephew's grades are slipping. Are you free tomorrow Mr. Kenneth?" "Yes, sir." I swallowed. He started writing on a piece of paper as he started talking again, "Good, here is the address to my nephew's house, I need you to home tutor him till his grades start rising again. Also, his parents said it was fine, is that okay with you Mr. Kenneth?" In my head I was thinking no as he pulled the paper near me, but instead I blurted out, "It is fine, sir." I pick up the paper and put it in my pocket as I held a smile on my face. "Okay, you may now leave." He said.

I quickly walk out the school door and to my car, getting in. I hit my head against the wheel and groan, 'fuck what am I suppose to do?'

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As I open the door to my house, I slammed it closed and walked up the stairs to my room. I heard foot steps behind me, most likely my sister's, following me to my room. I turn around as I reach my room and groan again, "Sister where have everything gone wrong?" My sister tilted her head, confused on what I'm talking about or getting at, "What do you mean?" I sigh and hit my head against my bedroom door, "Tomorrow, you should probably kill me." Once again my sister was even more confused, "Brother, what the hell is wrong with you?"

I shook my head, opening my room door and slamming it in front of my sisters face. I heard her slam her foot with frustration because I was not making sense to her, as she walk back down the stairs. Really, someone should kill me, I'm going to dread tomorrow so much.

Time Skip Again:

It is morning, and here I am park outside of Akira's house; should I go in or drive away? I sigh for the thousandth time and made my way to the door, ringing the doorbell. Akira answer the door with an smirk, "I was told that you are my home tutor and my parents aren't home if you wanted to know, just you and me." I wanted to walk back to my car, fuck I can't be alone with him, "We are not going to do anything, Akira. I'm only here to tutor you. Can I come in?"

Akira gave me a hard stare, before moving out the door way so I can come in. When I heard the front door close behind me, I instantly started to mentally freak out, 'fuck!' "Can we tutor in my room?" Akira ask, well more like suggested something. I look at him, "Hell no, we are staying in the living room." Akira clicked his tongue, "Fine." He started walking to the living room, I walk behind him, following him and God help me, but I couldn't stop staring at his butt. I bit my lip, forcing myself to look up. He set down on the couch, picking up a textbook and notebook. I set on the other couch, pulling out my things, I could barely concentrate because I felt his gaze on me.

I sigh heavily, "What?" Akira look away, biting his lip, fuck, if he keeps doing that I might end up fucking him. After a few minutes of silence, he look at me with begging, desperate eyes, "Why won't you touch me?" I look at everything except him, "Let us start with our work, do you need help in anything?" I heard him move off the couch and towards me, "Lucas, don't ignore my question." He move my things away as he set down on my lap, making me look at him. Even though my hands started caressing his legs, I said, "We can't, we need to stop the game we are playing, you are my student and I'm a teacher; also the principal is your uncle."

He move more into my touches, "Then how do I stop? How do we stop this game? Because I can't, I can't stop from craving this." We stared at each other, moving closer and closer till are lips almost touch. "I don't know." I whisper as I captured his lips. Why does this feel so right, so good, but so wrong? He wrap his hands around my neck, as I bite his lip, pulling him closer and sticking my tongue in his mouth. Once the kiss started to deepen, I knew all my self control had flew out the window. I want this boy, fuck I'm craving for this boy.

How do I stop?
Playing this game
How do I stop?
From craving your touch
It is an addiction
A drug
A deadly sin
I tried to leave
But I couldn't stay away
From the temptation that you gave
We need to stop this
Deadly game 
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Sorry for taking Ten Years on posting
I keep rewriting everything and I'm having bad writer's block

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