You have a famous family. So you & your brother move to get away from all the stress. While your out there, in NJ your parents hired guards , your age. You see one that catches your eye. He looks very , good looking. It seems as if you like him .. b...
𝗠𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗮: Alessya , where are you going ? 𝗠𝗲: Where ever my heart wants Mattia then grabs me by my waist, close to him & looks into your eyes . At that moment he knew why I was acting like that. 𝗠𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗮 in concerned tone: Are you high ? I look away breaking the eye contact. Ashamed of myself. Why do i have to be a damn broken & messed up. I'm making a bad first impression. I pushed out of his arms & run to my car. I see him running after me , so i lock the car doors & speed off. ~ m a t t i a ' s • p o v ~ 𝗠𝗲 i'm concerned tone: Are you high ? At that point i knew i 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗲𝗱 up . She looked away and pushed out of my arms. Running towards her car. I immediately ran after her, but not making it in time. I scream for her. She didn't come back. I didn't mean for it to come off like that, I was just asking. I'm concerned. This girl is doing something to me .. i needa chill. I'm just her bodyguard. - I ended up in my car, looking at my phone. YES! She had her locations on. I drive for about 10 minutes until i pull up to a park. I see her, with her face in her hands, curled up. I felt bad, maybe i triggered something... ~ y o u r • p o v ~ I hear foot steps, slowly getting closer to me. I didn't care though, I wanted this all to end. Someone taps my shoulder . I look & it's Mattia. 𝗠𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗮: I-i'm sorry. I don't know why i said that. I do it too. * chuckles* I put my head back into my hands. I think he was trying to lighten the mood, but it just won't work like that. ~ t h o u g h t s ~ Mattia seems a genuinely nice & amazing guy with good intentions, but I can't let anymore boys into my life. ~ e n d • o f • t h o u g h t s ~ 𝗠𝗲: You s-should go. Y-you shouldn't b-be he-here. I then felt Mattia put his hand my shoulder pulling me into him. I just start crying. That's when I notice myself telling him everything ...
