ta·boo
/təˈbo͞o,taˈbo͞o/
noun
a social custom prohibiting or forbidding discussion of a particular practice or forbidding association with a particular person, place, or thing.
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started 12-10-19...
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50,456 likes 12 comments a.aliyah -i will never understand this one bro 💔 you was just telling me how much you wanted a baby & how you couldn't wait to become a uncle you was so ready to leave the gang lifestyle behind but some bitch nigga had to take you out i'm feeling so many emotions right now bro like why did you leave me behind we supposed to do everything together tylan you wasn't supposed to leave yet man ! i'm so glad i got to hug you and tell you i loved you that day baby boy 🔐 plz don't ever stop watching over me we still in this forever ♾♿️ #bestfriendsforlife&afterlife comments have been limited blockboyroy- cuz drunk tylan wuz the 6est 🤣 ! imma miss him kelodadon- 💔, some gotta give 6loc6a6yfredo_-last picture shows how much he was a cake for you 😭 i'm praying for you lil sis . - I locked my phone and slid it in my pocket this is the hardest thing i ever had to go through , and today was the funeral . I put on my black slats and blue satin blouse and my wedges i had my hair in a long ponytail and grabbed my shades before walking to the family limo .
The ride was quiet ms.alana tried to spark conversation but everyone wasn't inna mood about 45 minutes later we arrived to the church and jeremiah held my hand as we walked to the casket . My body felt empty looking at what was left of him i couldn't even cry man it was like looking at a stranger that stole your best friends face . About 30 minutes later the wake was over so it was time for me to sing and honestly i was so shooken up i haven't sung in a while but tylan loved my voice so i did it for him i grabbed the mic and started to sing
"Is is strange for me to say that If I were to die today There's not a thing I would change I've lived well Maybe I have made mistakes and been through my fair share of pain But all in all, it's been okay, I've lived well And the more that I see, the more that I know I don't know anything, at all Like the more that I breath, and start to go slow Oh, one of many things, I can only recall All of the good things, good things All of the good things, good things Only the good, the good, the good Only the good, the good, the good All of the good things, good things All of the good things, good things Only the good, the good, the good Only the good Living on Sycamore street, and spend your weekends on the beach We were free, to be everything we dreamed Flying kites......." i felt my self let tears fall from eyes and it became un bearable... my brain just took me to a hole of flashbacks with tylan
"if i give you 5 dollars would you be my girlfriend? " Tylan said rubbing the bridge of his nose
"Ew no weirdo ! you can be my best friend tho " i said slapping our pinkies together
"i guess that's cool but what if i give you 10 dollars...would that change your mind ? " he said bouncing his thick ass eyebrows
" i'm not being your girlfriend tylan ! now push me on the swings before recess ends "
- "you not no damn stallion !!!shit sit tha fuck down my little pony "
"I would love it if you'd shut the fuck up tylan " I threw a pillow at his head making him retaliate by hitting me twice as harder
"BITCH now imma have to beat yo ass so bad you gone wake up in 1954 " i said chasing him all around my room
" So wake me up thot i actually wanna wake up in 1954 " he said sticking his tongue out - "ah that's fye as tha fuck "
"forreal gang as fuck cuh " dulce said making me laugh cause that shit did not sound right coming from ha mouth
"aye don't say that no mo ma " tylan said laughing
"why not "
"just don't " i said still laughing - " aaliyah baby " ms alana said snapping her fingers infront of my face i wiped my eyes and sat down in the chair i felt embarrassed but the whole church lifted my spirits by cheering for me i felt bad because i know tylan would be soooo disappointed in me for not finishing the song for him . The preacher got on the pool pit and started preaching but to be honest i was tuning him out i couldn't bare just being there mentally anymore
- 4 hours later me & jeremiah had got home and he laid besides me for a moment but then i just wanted him off of me .
I got up and went to tylans old room (at my house ) and just roamed around i left everything how he had it the 2k loading screen was still on and everything i sat on his bed and just laid there soaking up all his presents i eventually laid down and drifted to sleep holding his pillow. Nothing will ever be the same i will never be the same , god should've took me with him .
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Kept this chapter short , it wasn't really nothing to talk about here but yea who do y'all wanna see more of ?
