I feel like I'm drowning
My heart is pounding
Breathing becomes too much
As I lay awake while you sleep soundly
As I think of you
But you don't dream of me
I feel alone in this world
Noone knows how my heart aches
How it aches to see you again
How it quakes when you don't speak
When you let this distance keep us apart
You don't know I'm alone
You don't know I'm counting my breaths
You don't know I'm on the verge of leaving
You never ask
The pandemic makes every second unknown
But you still don't think of me
You never call or ask if I'm okay
1,000 miles may separate us but you're always in my heart
But you leave me here to my own thoughts
As I lay awake hoping I have a spot in your heart
