Met Him at the Club (MinJoon)

Chapter 18: Fuck You

"I don't know why I feel so bad," Namjoon starts, "I was fine and I moved on, so why do I feel like I did then?" Jackson let out a soft sigh as he paused the movie.
"Maybe you didn't actually move on," he commented with an understanding expression.
"That doesn't make sense, I wasn't thinking about her before and now I am," Namjoon replied.
"There's a different between moving on and forgetting. You can never truly move on by forgetting," Jackson took Namjoon's hand and smiled comfortingly, "Joon, you didn't move on. You forgot." Namjoon looked at his feet with a sigh. He felt shame and guilt climbing up his spine. It felt like a spider, small when you look at it but so big in your mind. Maybe he was blowing this out of proportion. She seems happy, so why isn't he happy?
"Jackson," Namjoon said, keeping his head down.
"Yeah?" Jackson replied.
"Do you think I'm being dramatic about this? I mean, she seems happy," Namjoon laughed dryly. Jackson put his hand on Namjoon's shoulder and shook his head, "Not at all, you didn't heal from that heartbreak and that's okay. Nothing is wrong about that. Some people heal faster than others,"
Namjoon smiled gently and placed his hand on Jackson's.
"Thanks, Jackson," he smiled, "now, let's go back to watching Moana, I love this movie." Jackson just laughed and resumed the movie. He's just glad that Namjoon's mind isn't on her anymore. She's not important right now, their having a boys night and thoughts about her shouldn't interrupt his boy's night. If him and Namjoon wanna cuddle and watch Moana on their boys night then they can, she has no authority over this. The two were about an hour into Moana when Jackson got a dm from Jin.

WWH.Jin

WWH.Jin
Jackson
You gotta see this

PuppyJacky
Wat?

WWH.Jin
Check her ig

PuppyJacky
Who?

WWH.Jin
Her

PuppyJack
Oh
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Jackson took a quick glance at Namjoon, praying to what ever god was out there that Namjoon didn't notice him. The gods seemed to be on his side because Namjoon was too engrossed in the movie to notice anything. A burglar could have broken into Jackson's house  right now and Namjoon wouldn't have noticed a thing. "Playing Moana was a good idea" Jackson thought to himself. The Chinese man open her Instagram profile and almost gasped out loud.
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PrincessJennie

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PrincessJennie: Even after all this time, you stuck by my side. You are my everything. I have never loved and appreciated someone more than I love and appreciate you. My sun. The stars in my sky. I love you so much and I'm glad that I will soon become your wife.❤️❤️❤️
Comments
Rosè: OMG IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!
ThemomfriendJisoo: Congratulations❤️❤️
Badbitch.Hwasa: FUCKING FINALLY
BaddieCL: yeeess baby❤️❤️
LisaLisa: The ring is so pretty😍😍
WWH.Jin: WAIT HOLY SHIT
Min.Suga: not to rain on ur engagement buuut what about namjoon? did you say the exact same thing to namjoon on your one year anniversary?
PrincessJennie: @Min.Suga Can we not drag my ex into this? It's my engagement and I don't want to have to remember him🙂
Min.Suga: im just pointing out that you said the same damn thing on your anniversary with namjoon. its just odd that youre using that same paragraph (minus the engagement part) @PrincessJennie
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Jennie's engaged? When did she get engaged? Who did she get engaged to? Questions were running through Jackson's head at a million miles per hour. His head was starting to hurt from all the questions.
"Hey Joon," he nudged Namjoon, silently asking for his attention.
"Yeah?" Namjoon replied.
"Do you wanna go and get some food? Like, ramen?" Jackson asked. Namjoon nodded and smiled, "Hell yeah, let's get ramen." Jackson just smiled and stood up.
"I'll get my wallet," he jogged over to his room and slipped his wallet into his pants.
"Okay, let's go," Jackson motioned for Namjoon to follow him. Just like that, they were out the door. With Namjoon leaving his phone on Jackson's couch