He came closer and said,
" Do you have feelings for me? "
as we walked down the stairs. His lips so close to my face that I can still sense the warmth of his breath.
I was dumbfounded and unable to respond. My dumb mind was trying to analyze his wo...
When I am with you ,we stay up all night . When you're not here , I can't go to sleep . Praise God for two insomnias . And the difference between them . ~Rumi
The same day
I come back home and the same routine continues . I go to my tution. Anaya is talking non stop about him - the new boy . Oh ! Sorry . I know his name now .*blushes* Afnan ... I head back home . These days a weird thing is happening in my home . My parents just keep quarreling and shouting at me . This feels like torture . Anyways , I cannot let this ruin my mood . I have to do my homework . I head towards my books and start studying . *Lost in books *
20 - march - 2018
I am in school right now . Precisely ,the school assembly .
"Arpita ! Get in a line ." "Shhhh.... Who is this ??", I say.
I look at the person , she is the person in duty today .
"Oh ! I am so sorry .", I say again , embarrased.
I mentally kick myself . Why am I behaving so weird ???
Well let me tell you the reason .
The new boy , sorry , Afnan is standing in the 3rd line from me .
And guess what am I doing ???? You guessed that right . I am staring at him . God ! I have to control myself . This isn't me . I look away from him . I want to look at him again . Ahhhh ... No Arpita , no . Ahhh.... I look at him . Shoot . I find him staring at me . Wait !!!!! He is looking at me ???? Or might be my other classmate . Nope!!! He is staring at me . His gaze is so strong . I hold his stare almost for what feels like an hour . I look away from him . I mentally kick myself again. What is wrong with me today???? I look again at him . He is not looking at me . Another fun fact about me . I am able to read people very easily . I am able to understand them pretty easily . But I am not able to read his expression at all . I think I am more attracted to him because of this thing in him - his mysteriousness .
But I have heard that mysterious people are very dangerous . Are they ???? I shoo away my thoughts . I look away from him . It would be a blunder from my side if anyone comes to know about my crush on him. Still I stare at him occasionally , so that neither him nor any one else can sense me looking at him . The lines are dispersing towards their classes now . I stare at him right until I could no more . So silly of me .. Huhhh . The usual day continues .
The bell rings !!!!!!!!! Lunch time . Yooohoooo!!!!
Too excited for lunch ???? No guys , Not at all . You know why I am so excited , don't you ??? I walk towards the school ground with my friends. The class is over but I am not able to see him . Where did he vanish ???
I am a bit disappointed .
Stop it . Arpita !!!You cannot let a mere boy ruin your entire day . I gathered myself and went back into the class . The rest of the day went dull and boring . I lay on my bed. I am so tired that I want my bed to just swallow me. But the things that you are eagerly waiting for do not come. Sleep does not come to me, when I am dying to sleep. I am just lost thinking about him. His face. Oh btw, I did not describe his characteristics, did I? Maybe you would think that I only like his looks. But anyways, I am going to describe him to you. He is an inch or two taller than me. Well I am 5 inches and a bit more. So you can imagine his height now. He is very handsome. On the contrary to me. He has big glowy eyes and his face is a bit long but not too much. He doesn't laugh much from what I have seen of him. Haah.. I laugh at me. Arpita you have only seen him for like what 10 minutes. And you want him to laugh...?...? Well he would look much cuter while laughing. To me, he would make a very good model.
Is this too much.?.? No, it isn't.
He is not lean but he doesnot have huge muscles. In short, he is fit. Y'all know, right?? He plays basketball like a hero. He must be fit. OMG!! Hahhaha.. I notice people so keenly. Is it a good thing or a bad thing??.? Well... Doesn't matter. Oh god! It is too late. I have to sleep or I would be like a zombie at school tomorrow . Before I knew, I drifted off to sleep.
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