The Dark Side Of Obsessive Love

the man and dream of my life

One morning while working at the cafeteria , I saw a guy, who I never saw over here. He was kind of cute but looking at my state ,I didn't have the guts to take to him.

I took his order when he entered and sat in the cafeteria. My heart was beating out of its normal rate . What was happening to me . I never felt like this before . After a few minutes I brought him is order. 

I turned to go to the kitchen and I heard him calling me from behind . I was scared and imaging a lot of thing . First I thought I made an error while I was take the order but it was something less.

I went near his table and asked him at what happened sir. He told me to sit down ,I didn't as it was not allowed to sit with clients while I was working so I refuse.

He understood and didn't force me to sit. Suddenly he asked me if i have a pen with me and I said yes . I gave him the pen and he started writing something over a piece of tissue.

He gave it to me without saying anything so I took  the paper and got back to work . After my work finished at the cafeteria, I slow removed the piece of paper from my side pocket and opened it. There was his number and his name written on it, I was shocked .

I took a deep breath , took my bag and walked toward my apartment while thinking about a reason that I could find to explain his gesture.
After a few minutes of walk I was finally home, I opened the door and head directly to my bed .

I remove my father picture and started crying as I missed him a lot . Talking to his picture made me feel better as when he was here , he was my best friend .

While talking to his picture , I told him everything that happened at the cafeteria and told him that a handsome man gave me his number. I put my father photo on the bed, took my moblie out and call on the number he gave me .

The phone ring twice and he picked it up . I couldn't take , I wasn't able to speak so i cut it as quick as i could . I went to refresh myself and ate something before going to bed.

The next day I woke up , still thinking about him.
Why was i thinking about him , all of this was driving me crazy. I left for work and at my great surprise, he was here waiting for me with bunch of rose in his hand standing outside the cafeteria.

I walk to him asked him "what are you doing here?" He replied "I'm here for you . I love you"
I was shocked and I told him that I can't love you . He said "why can't you love me?" Tears stared coming and I ran away but he was not going to gave up so easily.

I ran to the nearby lake and sat on a bench.  He came and sat beside me and hold my hand . I rudely took my hand off his and told him to leave me alone. He started tell me his story and I was shocked. He said"my mom left me for man when I was just 1 year old and I didn't really know who my dad was, my whole life passed in an orphanage .""But when I came out I decide to stand on my own feet and marrying someone who I will he happy with and it you .

I hug him and started crying and told him about the tragedy of my life and he stood up and started walking away.  Somewhere inside of me I knew that no one will accept me with my horrible truth.

I sat there for a while watching the water and suddenly he came back with a ring in his hand and asked me if I will marry him. I said to him"maybe things are going a bit to quick, we should take our time."without saying any words he agree and we started dating .

A few week past and he asked me to move in with him and I was so happy with him that I agree without thinking . I left that dusty and old apartment to a new and beautiful house .

Weeks past and we started appreciating each other company more and more . It was nearly new years and we went for shopping each evening and without knowing it was already new year and that days he hosted a big party where all his friends was invited .

The party started everyone was enjoying but there was no sign of John the man of my life . I started panicking and looked for him all around.  It was nearly mid night and suddenly I heard his voice calling my name . I stood in the middle of the crowd and he walk down the stairs to me and bent on his knees and propose me again. " The woman of my life will you marry me" without hesitating I said "yes"and everyone started clapping.

After new year me and John started planning our wedding and honey destination. But one day the phone rang and it was from the asylum my mother died . She had jumped from the roof the asylum.  I started crying and John rush to see what was happening .

I was sitting near the telephone and crying . He picked the phone and asked "who is this ?"
"Hello sir I am the a nurse at the asylum where miss dooshika mother was admitted and this morning she was found dead in front of the hospital.

John took me in his arms and hug me tight and told me "Don't  worry everything will be alright I'm here with you." He gave a small kiss on my forehead.  He took the car out and we rush to the hospital to pick my mother body up .

We performed her last rituals and buried her at the same place where my Father was buried after the accident.

John understood me so well as he know the pain of not have her parents beside . After one week everything was back to normal. We continued with our wedding and honeymoon plans .

And then he gave me the biggest shock of my life, something I wasn't expecting at all

To be continued.....