Hylian POV
I woke up in this hotel room.......................... alone again. Smoke always plays these mind games I knew I should've never let my guard down. I got up and got my things together in my duffle bag and called a friend to take me home, my friend dropped me off in my mom's drive way I walked up to the door ringing the doorbell. It was almost noon my mom looked at me crazy as she opened the door.
"You have a baby now you need to start being more responsible hylian" my mom said as she closed the door
I was tired mentally and physically I ignored her and went straight to Chloe she was sleeping but I still picked her up then eventually laid her back down. I went upstairs to my room to take a shower and everything, I took everything out of my duffle bag and threw it own my bed dancing outfits and money dropped onto my bed smoke crossed my mind as I seen the 15k he gave me last night. The money was a good gesture but I would rather have his presence. I thought about all the shit he did as I got frustrated how did I even let him fuck me over AGAIN.
Smoke POV
"jaylen was on his shit last night" greg said as I put my coat down
S, that's what you gon have to deal with if you keep fucking round with Brittney
I said as greg laughed but I was fucking serious
G, Im not having no babies rn
S, yeah igh say that n a few more months
G, yea Igh
S, I wanna take jaylen to Legoland today
G, Igh that's cool I gotta go to the west side to handle sum business that I got down here
S, I just seen them Niggahs lastnight ej got me the scat pak I'm driving now
G, I'm finna go bust them down I had them selling sum for me the last time we came here
S, they most definitely got it looked like they doing good
G, yeah off my shit that I gave him
S, don't do em bad they good ppl
G, I can't promise shit
S, heard you
Greg ended up leaving saying he'll be back later I hope he don't go starting shit like he does best. Me and jaylen took a shower then we put on sum clothes and got ready for legoland. Ye ain't called to check on jaylen once she anit shit I can't even believe I loved her like I did but it's Igh me and jaylen cool by ourselves I'm his father and he don't know no different. Hylian crossed my mind i felt horrible for leaving her this morning but I had to handle my business it's not like I was fucking off. Me and jaylen left out getting in the car I called Hylian just as I was pulling off maybe her and Chloe can join us at legoland.
Phone convo
S, wassup beautiful
H, cutt the bullshit what happened this morning ?
S, I had to do sum my bad ma
H, no smoke this is the second time you did this shit
S, I'll make it up
H, no, why are you calling me
S, I got jaylen with me n I wanted you and chloe to come with us to legoland
H, smoke-
S, no I want y'all to come I'm finna be outside ya house
Hylian POV
Smoke just called me talking a about legoland like Niggah you just left me by myself I didn't even wanna be around him at the moment but he hasn't spent time with Chloe so I guess
I got me and Chloe dressed and packed chloe a bag and some snacks and got in the car. While smoke was driving he put his hand on my thigh but I removed it I didn't want him touching me.
Smoke's phone rung and he stopped fwm to answer it.
Smoke POV
Hylian didn't want me touching her and had a whole attitude she's a crybaby she's my crybaby though. My phone rung and I looked at it, it was karmen, she was one of my lil vibes I would've cuffed her but she doesn't want a relationship she likes to fuck from time to time n that's cool but I was surprised cs I'm usually the one to call her not her calling me......
Phone Convo
K, smoke ?
S,wassup
K, I'm pregnant
S, ...........
K, smoke ?
S, I heard you
K, ............
S, ............
K, I didn't want to bother yo-
S, your not bothering me you good.I'll call you back though cs I'm busy
I hung up the phone. I'm fucked I just got on good terms with hylian for Chloe n now I just fucked that up. Hylian looked out the window I know she heard the phone call, Chloe started crying and that made hylian even more pissed off
H, just take me back home
S, do y'all just want to chill at the hotel with me and jaylen ?
H, no I do not take me home
I didn't even try to argue with her cs at this point I'm already fucked so there was no point n arguing. I drove back to her house. I pulled into the driveway and she hopped out and hurried up and got Chloe and her bag I started feeling bad cs I already know she finna go up in the house in cry. I got jaylen out the car and followed her to the door she opened the door and put Chloe's car seat down she looked at me with tears rolling down her face
H, can you please just go I don't want you here
I hate seeing her crying and shit, I ignored her and walked in the house laying jaylen down on the couch cs he was sleep and I brought Chloe's car seat to the living room to, hylian' mom was gone so I anit have to worry about her mother calling the cops on my ass or sum. I just wanted to talk to hylian cs I hate to see her hurting n shit.
Hylian POV
I hate that every time I get mad I cry. But today I couldn't help myself like how do you have another kid otw when you don't even take care of the first one I was past pissed.
S, I'll tell you what happened if you listen
H, smoke you don't even take care of spend time with Chloe
S, I'm trying to fix things but shit keep getting worse I wanted you I wanted to be with you I wanted to work shit out
H, you always tell me that shit like I'm supposed to believe that smoke I don't want nothing to do with you I wish you would've never even came back
S, so you didn't want me to come back
H, smoke I want you to leave I'm sick of everything that comes with you
S, wtf are you even mad for do you want to have another baby or sum
H, no I want you to take care of the one we already had
Smoke POV
Hylian was completely crying by now. She started screaming I was trying to calm her down but that wasn't working n now I was staring to get pissed off my phone kept ringing I had some business to handle I needed hylian to do me a favor
S, hylian
H, what
S, could you watch jaylen
H, for how long ?
S, just a few days
H, days ?
S, yeah I gotta go handle sum
H, smoke wtf
S, Ik but I don't want to take him back to ye she doesn't do right by him
H, I guess I'll keep him
S, is 20k enough
H, I guess
S, thank you ma
H, mhmm
I grabbed hylian to kiss her but she moved me back n walked away she's so mean but if she gon be my girl one day she gon have to learn how to put up with jaylen n I know she'll do right by him unlike his mother. I left the money on the table and headed out putting my hoodie over my head.........
