Care For Me

What to do?

Oh this is part 4 but a different name. The trip to Cali thing was getting annoying to me. This chapter is just Dinah's inner thoughts. Enjoy!

Dinah's POV

I can't believe Camila and I just kissed. Was I just in the moment? I don't know what to do. This is really confusing and now that I think about it, I cheated on Zendaya.

I have to tell Zendaya but I don't know how. I don't want her to break up with me because I care for her so much and I will lose myself if I lose her.

I wondered what Camila thought about the kiss. I mean it was good. Her lips tasted like mint and I really like mint. It was so gentle and something that I knew Zendaya could never do. Damn it Dinah you are with Zendaya not Camila.

After Camila and I kissed, I felt embarrassed and ran into my bathroom and locked the door. Camila didn't run after me because I could tell that she was in a state of shock and she didn't know what to do when I ran in the bathroom.

I heard sobs and it was Mila. I think that she was hurt by me leaving her right after the kiss. I felt so bad for her but I didn't want her to see me. I was also a mess. I was crying silently because 1. I felt bad for Mila, 2. I was a horror movie and didn't want her to hear me and lastly I look really ugly when I cry and I did not want her to worry or see me looking like Kim Kardashian when she cries (sorry Kim I love you girl).

My thoughts are all over the place. My brain cannot function but I have to get my shit together and apologize to Mila for me running out on her. That wasn't so cool of me to do. Ok here we go. You can do this Dinah.