about myself

Wow two years have passed...

I really haven't been on here have I? Last time this was edited or well written was 2018, it seems so long. I was so happy then, well i'm assuming by the way my writing was... I ain't like that anymore. Schools so tough and I still don't grammar well lol. I'm typing on a computer now since it seems much much easier, but then again that's my opinion. I have been on here to read stupid stories because i'm still a shipping person. I'm officially a teen and life's been hard. Now i'm not saying it's been harder than yours (reader), i'm just saying it's been rough for me.

Actually I've kinda gotten worse. It's gonna get personal just pointing that out now...

I was a much better person to hang out with to my friends and I probably a lot nicer. I had anger issues back then but they weren't that bad at all. Now.. well now I can't talk to anybody without even getting mad and/or getting into an argument with them. It sucks and my friends think I should try a therapist, but I don't think that will help me. I don't trust much people because of... family issues.. but I won't get into that. I usually don't just rant this stuff out to random people so this is probably bad. I don't care, I feel like if I do someone will notice and try to help me. That's if i'm not too scared to answer them. Ugh antisocial me sucks, I was so lively back then. That's in the past though, I can start a new. I've tried multiple times holding in my anger but that doesn't help one bit. 

Speaking of me holding in all my emotions, a friend of mine thinks that could be the reason i'm mad and my anger issues have gotten worse. It kinda makes since to me but I don't want to admit it to myself. So i'm gonna try and be my old self again, myself where I came to my friends and family with help, when I trusted everyone, when I could be happy and vent to my friends all the time. So I guess i'm gonna try that even though my brain doesn't want me to.. I know it will help me cause it did before.

Right?

Anyways I won't bore you with my problems (even though nobody reads this stuff or my story heh) I hope you know everyone loves you and don't let anybody break your down. If you want to vent to someone, you can come to me. My friends vent to me all the time and I try my hardest to help, even though I've kinda lost my touch to that. I don't do so good as I use to back then. 

So ya, you need anyone to talk your problems with, then I can try and help my best! I hope you have a good night/day! Thank you for actually reading this all. Goodbye.

(500 words)