I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

PAST HURTS

Yunlan , Wei and Shuzhi reached at Yunlan's house . Yunlan then parked his car in the garage .

Then Yunlan picked out the door key from his pocket and all of them entered into the house .

Yunlan said to Shuzhi ..... " Son , take Wei to your room . Both of you freshen up and I will freshen up too then I will prepare our dinner . "

Shuzhi then took Wei to his room and Yunlan also went to his room .

In Shuzhi ' s room ,

Shuzhi and Wei entered into the room . Shuzhi then went infront of his wardrobe and put out some clothes for Wei .

Shuzhi put those clothes on Wei ' s hand and said ..... " Here take my clothes and wear it after freshen up . "

Wei said to Shuzhi ..... " I don't need your clothes , Shuzhi . I can wear my clothes again after freshen up . "

Shuzhi irritatedly said to Wei ...... " I am hearing your nonsense for long time . Don't you not see me as your best friend that you are showing formalities with me . Just keep quiet and wear my clothes after freshing up . "

Hearing Shuzhi ' s words , Wei silently went inside the bathroom to freshen up .

While showering Wei started to thinking ...... " Yunlan .....Yunlan ..... How can I tell you that I like you may be I love you ? You may not believe me but I really fall in love with you . You can call it love at first sight . But I can't tell you . You know why ? Cause you are married and has a wife and a son . If you don't has a wife then maybe I can try . But you have a wife . I am so unlucky to fall in love with you . For the first time I fall in love with anyone and it turned out to be a married man . Why God why ? Why have you done this to me ? Now I am in the condition that I can't love you but I can't forget you too . Please God show me some way . "

During dinner ,

After freshing up , Yunlan came in the kitchen and started to preparing the dishes . He prepared something simple as he can feel Wei is so hungry but don't want to tell or show infront of them .

Wei and Shuzhi also came to the kitchen and sat on the dining chairs . Wei looked at Yunlan and his heart started to beating fastly . He thought .... " How can I not fall for this man ? He is so hot . He is so caring towards his family . Even he is preparing food for us . If he don't has a wife may be I could make him mine . "

After preparing the dishes , Yunlan served all the foods on the dining table . They all started to eating . Wei then suddenly asked ..... " Shuzhi , will your mom not have her dinner with us ? "

Shuzhi sadly said ...... " Wei , I don't have my Mom . She was dead the day when I was born . She died during giving birth to me . "

Wei pulled Shuzhi in a hug and said ...... " I am so sorry , Shuzhi . I don't mean to give you pain . You didn't tell me about your Mom before . " And patted on Shuzhi ' s back .

Shuzhi said to Wei .... " Don't worry Wei . I am fine . Even though I don't have my Mom but my Dad don't give me the chance to feel me the pain for not having my Mom . "

Shuzhi then asked to Wei ..... " You tell me Wei , does your Dad not tell anything to your Mom ? When she put you out of the house for whole night ? "

Wei just said ..... " I don't have any Dad . "

Yunlan then interrupted in their conversation and asked to Wei .... " What happened to your Dad ? You can tell us everything if you want to . "

Wei don't know why but he felt assurance of Yunlan ' s words and thought ...... " I didn't tell anyone about my Dad till now , but hearing Yunlan's words I really felt like I can trust him with my heart . "

Wei then looked at Yunlan and said ..... " Okay I am telling to both of you . I hope you two can keep my trust by not telling to anyone else about it . "

Yunlan quickly said .... " Yes we promise you Wei we will not tell about it to anyone . "

Wei then angrily started to saying ..... " My dad had left me and my Mom after my birth . He said to my Mom by a letter that he was going to live with his boyfriend . Can you imagine he had told my mom he is gay after their marriage and after my birth ? He is a monster , Yunlan Sir , he is a monster . You know what Yunlan sir ? I hate my dad and his boyfriend to my core . If any of them ever came in front of me , I swear I will kill them both by myself . I will not spare them for destroying my Mom ' s and my life . " And then Wei tapped on
the dining table with a loud thud sound .

Seeing anger in Wei ' s eyes Yunlan nervously asked to Wei ..... " What is your Dad ' s name ? "

Wei angrily looked at Yunlan and said ...... " His name is Shen Yezun . "

Hearing Wei ' s Dad ' s name spoon fell from Yunlan ' s hand and he guilty looked at Wei and pulled him into his embrace and said ..... " It's okay Wei . Don't feel sad . I will love you as my own son . "

Yunlan was feeling guilty and sad for being the reason of Wei ' s sadness and difficult life . He thought ..... " But Yezun didn't come to me , so who is the boyfriend , Wei is talking about ? "

Wei was feeling happy in Yunlan's embrace and thought ..... " Yunlan , I don't want you as my Dad . I want to as my lover or maybe my husband . And now I know that your wife is dead , I will definitely make you my lover and my husband . " And also hugged back Yunlan tightly .