Blaine's Secret

Untitled Part 1

Blaine's pov

I hate myself. I honestly want to curl up in a ball and die. I hate one thing about myself. I have a vagina. That's right, instead of a penis, I have a vagina. My parents learned to accept it but I just hate it. I don't even go to the bathroom at school, fearing what people might do to me. When I went to Dalton only 2 people knew. I will never, ever tell Kurt. Ever! He'll break up with me so fast. Ever since we started dating it has been really hard. I usually wake up from wet dreams of Kurt fucking me but I know it will never happen. He'll think I'm a freak of the earth. Kurt tries to get in the mood I usually stop it before it happens. I freeze in my place when he touches my thigh.So when me and Kurt are in my room watching 'The Wolverine' and Logan doesn't have a anything on and is butt naked, I can feel my panties getting wet.

"I have to go to the bathroom." I whisper as I get out of his arms and nearly run to the bathroom.

I try to calm down but nothing works. I honestly have no choice so I unbuckle my belt, slightly lower my pants, jump on the sink, and slowly thrust my fingers inside of me. I bite on my fist to stop myself from screaming and moaning. After about 2 minutes of moaning, I finally squirt on my panties and fingers. I lean slightly on the mirror to come down from my high. I look down to remember that my panties are soaking wet. Crap! I can't go in there without underwear. I don't know what to do. I fight tears swelling in my eyes as I take some tissues to clean myself. I hear hurt knock on the door

"Hey Blaine, you ok." Kurt asks.

I can't lie to him. I promise him that I would never lie to him. I accidently let out a small sob.

"Blaine what's wrong?" Kurt asks.
"Kurt I" I start to say but don't finish.
"Blaine let me in." Kurt says in his stern voice.
"No. You'll be mad at me. Even hate me, like I do." I explain.
"You know I could never hate you. Just tell me what happened." Kurt explains.
"I made a mess." I answer to him.
"Oh dear. Do you want me to help you clean it?" Kurt asks.

I slightly moan when he says this. I would love to have him touch me pussy.

"No. Can you get something for me?" I ask him out of embarrassment.
"Anything." He says.
"Can you get my gym bag please? It's near my satchel." I ask.
"Alright. Give me a minute." He says before leaving.

I get off the sink and take off the panties. I wait for Kurt to knock on the door.

"Blaine, open the door. I have the bag." Kurt says as he knocks on the door.

I slightly crack the door and take the bag. I change into my black panties and some sweats. I place the wet stuff in the bag and leave it on the bathroom floor. I calm down and slowly open then door. Kurt grabs me tightly in his arms. I place my head in his neck as he rubs my back.

"Are you ok?" He asks me for the 3rd or 4th times.
"I'm ok. I want to show you something." I say to him slowly.
"Ok. What is it?

I have small tears in my eyes. I walk slowly to the bed and try not to look at him.

"Kurt, you can leave whenever you want but please don't hate me." I beg to him.
"Blaine I would never hate you. Ok. Never in a million years." Kurt says as he holds my hand.
"Do you ever wonder why I never allow you to, touch me on my legs." I start to explain.
"Well yea but I know you'll be more open when you're ready." He says with a small blush.
"It's not that I'm not ready. I am but I have a secret. One that I hate about myself. It was my little accident. And I- promise myself that if I told you I wouldn't cry." I explain while crying slightly.
"Blaine whatever it is, I'll still love you. Ok. I won't leave you." Kurt says with a kiss.

I lay down shakily and slowly push down my pants.

"Blaine, what are you." Kurt starts to asks.

He stops when my black panties are showing. I know he is going to dump me so I start to pull my pants back up but Kurt's hands stop me.

"Wait? Do you." He starts but freezes.
"I have a vagina. I know I digest you so you can mm." I starts to explain but stop when he kisses me.

He rubs up and down my chest. I suddenly start to get wet again. He pulls back to look at me.

"Do you realize how sexy you are? Look at you, black is so different from what you noramaly wear but I love it. So wait, that was the accident you had in the bathroom." Kurt rambles excitdely.
"When we were watching the movie. I got alittle wet." I admit with a light blush.
"C-can I touch you?" Kurt asks.

I let out a tiny moan at his question. He laughs slightly at my moan. He kisses me passionatly as he starts to stroke me through my panties.

"Blaine you're soaked." Kurt moans.

I cling to him as I nearly scream at his touch.

"Can I?" Kurt asks as he tugs at my panties.
"Yes please." I beg him.

He slips my panties off. He stares at my mound longly. I start to close my legs but he holds them open. He bends his head to my mound and starts to lick at my folds. I grab his hair and start to tug on it lightly. I can hear him slurpping at my pussy,

"Blaine, you taste so good." Kurt moans.

I feel a pit in my stomach. H estarts to slowly finger me as i squirt on his face. I fall back against the bed and try to catch my breath. I don't even realise I passout. When i wake up, i fell someone shaking me.

"Blaine, you ok. I'm sorry baby." Kurt says quickly.
"Kurt, did you just eat me out. And finger me in the process." I ask wit a slur.
"Yes I did. You taste really good." Kurt says as he strokes my hair.

I try to sit up but my tired and slightly sore body won't let me. Kurt takes a tissue from the nightstand, cleans me up, and pulls my panties and pants up. He lays down beside me and cuddles me close to his chest.

"Why didn't you just tell me nefore tis happened." Kurt asks.
"I didn't want to lose you. I just wanted to keep you but I wanted to tell you. Are you honestly ok with this?" I ask neverously.
"Blaine I love you so much. Nothing would ever change that. Ever. Ok." Kurt whispers.
"Ok." I whisper back as I drift off to sleep.

He tightens his hold on me, letting me know that he'll won't leaves. And I honestly believe that he won't.