Love Hurts (Based on True Story)

The Beggining of a Long Road

We met in mid 2019 the beginning of my freshman year of high school, I caught feelings instantly. I was very shy at the time, and at the time I wasnt publically out. We made close friends instantly, and he told me many times that he was closer to me than he was to anyone else. He told he everything, and I mean everything, I felt more useful than I had in a long time. The previous year i had been through I horrible breakup which had caused me to be horribly insecure and awkward. When I was with him, all of this left me, I felt safe to say anything to him. The problem was he told me everything, but not his girlfriend, and she began to grow jealos of me. She spread rumors about me, she was the usual tea spilling whore.

After a couple weeks of this happening she broke up with him, I felt as if it was my fault. Little did I know she dumped him not for this, but for another man. He showed me screenshots of her calling him shit, saying he was worthless. I felt pitty for him, and I helped him through what he called the worst time in his life. Later I would congratulate him on his wonderfull photoshop skills, as this was one of the many lies he would tell from his beautiful lips.

After knowing him for two months I came out to him, he was the only person to know, accept for someone else but well mention him later. He was surprisingly okay with it, I figured he would hate me. He told me that he supported me and that he didnt care who I liked, as long as I would still be the same guy he allways knew. At this time and to this day, I loved Korean Pop music, this is something that me and him shared. This brings me to a man I dated who used to take me to a Korean BBQ place out of state. Consequently, this place was almost sacred to me, so I told him about it. He was immediately very interested, and I promised him that I would take him there some day. Please remember this, as it will be valuable in the story.

A week passed after I promised him to take him there when he told me he was moving. I was heart broken to say the least. On the bright side he wasnt leaving untill the summer, so we had plenty of time to spend together, by this time it was almost Christmas break. On Christmas day he texted me saying he wanted to tell me something but he was to nervous to do so. I asked him why he couldn't as he had allways been a little nervous and shy about talking to people. His response was amazing...

That's where imma leave off, I told you I'm a horrible writer, do tell me if you want me to continue. Thanks queens, love you💙💙