BTS X Male Imagines

Love not Loved (Jimin)

Reader Info

Homeless

23 years old (Jimin is the same age as reader)

Reader POV

I was startled awake by a low rumbling feeling on my stomach. Looking down I realized it was just Dal, the cat that would always follow me around. I didn't own her, no one did, she's just been following me around since I was 16.

I gently picked her up and put her on my shoulder before grabbing my small bag and throwing on the torn beanie I had found a few years back.

Making my way down the street I realized just how hungry I really was and looked around for someone who looked either gullible or too out of it to notice if I snuck a few bucks out of their wallet. Then I saw a guy a few yards away who looked small and tired, but obviously had quite a bit of money.

I set Dal down so she could go distract him. Dal was a big part of my operation. She distracts, and I take a little, then we run.

Dal made her way over to him and rubbed against his leg, begging for attention. The man looked down and smiled at her before leaning down to pet her. Making my way to him I made sure not to look at him too much as to not look suspicious. Once I finally got to him I reached for his wallet. Just as I almost had it out of his pocket a hand grabbed my wrist and a voice called out.

"Hey! What are you-"

My head snapped up and I made eye contact with the man. Both of our eyes widened.

"Y/n?.."

"Jimin"

Jimin pulled me to him and hugged me. I leaned my head into his neck, wrapping my arms around him. Jimin was my boyfriend before I was thrown out of the house. Which also played a part in why I was kicked out. It was your classic, homophobic parents case. Jimin would have taken me in, but we both knew that his family didn't have the money or space to take care of me. 

"I missed you so much," Jimin sobbed out. "I didn't know where you were or if you were even alive. It's been 9 years, Y/n. 9 long years." I pulled away to wipe his tears. "Jimin, when I was thrown out, I knew I couldn't just stay there. So I slowly made my way to Seoul over the months." 

I pulled away enough so that I could look him in the eyes and wiped his tears away, him doing the same for me. "Where have you been living? We can go back to yours and catch up! I would bring you back to the dorms, but then you'd be bombarded by my members, and then they might steal you-" I cut off Jimin's miniature rant but laughing softly and then sighing. "I'm afraid that's not exactly possible, MinMin" He gave me a confused look and tilted his head slightly. "Jimin, I don't have a home..." 

I looked away and distracted myself slightly by petting Dal, not wanting to see his reaction. Suddenly I feel arms wrap around me and am pulled into Jimin's chest. I can feel him slightly shaking as he mumbles, "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. It's my fault." I immediately pull away when he says this and gently cup his cheeks, "No, no, no Min it wasn't and still isn't your fault. I knew what would happen if they found out, but it didn't matter. I love you so much and I would go through it all again and wouldn't change my decision."

"But, I was so careless, and it's my fault they caught us, I'm so stupid."

I sigh and pull Jimin up off of the ground, realizing we were both still sitting on the sidewalk crying. "Come on, Min. Let's take you back to your dorm and we can catch up there, yeah?"

"but-but my members, they'll-" "shh, we can just talk to them later okay? We'll just ignore them for now." Jimin nodded and lead the way back to his place.

~Time skip to after they've caught up and Y/N showered because ahh~

Jimin and I were laying on his bed facing each other, talking about random things. He then sat up slightly while leaning on his forearm and staring at the mattress. "Y/N?" I hummed in response. "Earlier...when we were talking? You said, Uhm... You said 'I love you'. Which is..which is ya know, present tense, meaning you still do? Instead of 'loved' and I was wondering..if that really is what you meant..cause you know-" I cut him off by sitting up and kissing him. 

He tensed up slightly before relaxing and bringing his hand to my neck. I put my hand on his cheek and softly rubbed it. "BOYS COME EAT!" We were interrupted by Jin, whom I meant the moment I walked in with Min. I pulled away and laughed lightly. "well come on, MinMin." He smiles at the nickname and grabs my hand, pulling me up and out of his and Hoseok's room.

Y'all this took me so long to complete, and there isn't even an actual reason, I just constantly forget that I have my own books that I should update. I hope you enjoyed it, and I apologize for it being so short. - Tal

Published: 09.07.20